lovelyyrainn

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so to add insult to injury the guy im obsessed with and have given everything to just came to my apartment and told me that once he got to know me, he realized he would never have feelings for me holy shit i might crash out. i think im pretty but i know the best thing about me is my personality so it absolutely baffles me that someone would notice me without knowing me and like me less once they do. prepare for some absolutely gut wrenching chapters holy shit

miryoyolo

Omg pour your heart out in the evan fic dont be shy
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hpfan629

@lovelyyrainn YES QUEEN GO GET YOUR MANS
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lovelyyrainn

@hpfan629 it’s so chill i just found out my fine ass guy bsf who treats me amazing has feelings for me things are looking up
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lovelyyrainn

this message may be offensive
so to add insult to injury the guy im obsessed with and have given everything to just came to my apartment and told me that once he got to know me, he realized he would never have feelings for me holy shit i might crash out. i think im pretty but i know the best thing about me is my personality so it absolutely baffles me that someone would notice me without knowing me and like me less once they do. prepare for some absolutely gut wrenching chapters holy shit

miryoyolo

Omg pour your heart out in the evan fic dont be shy
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hpfan629

@lovelyyrainn YES QUEEN GO GET YOUR MANS
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lovelyyrainn

@hpfan629 it’s so chill i just found out my fine ass guy bsf who treats me amazing has feelings for me things are looking up
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lovelyyrainn

guys how do you stop having panic attacks i haven’t slept since friday

lovelyyrainn

i might take you up on that
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Reese_mylv

With me the “name 5 things” method usually works pretty well, but you need to start naming things as soon as you feel the panic coming or it won’t work.
            I hope you’re okay, you can write to me if you need someone to talk to <3
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lovelyyrainn

okay guys i have an important announcement. i know i went dark for a while but i kind of got hit by three family deaths, four er visits, and a month-long hospitalization period but i promise evan and amara’s story is far from over thank you to everyone who has stuck with this story amd been patient i love and appreciate all of you i really hope to have something out by tuesday.

lovelyyrainn

@hpfan629 it’s okay queen im back trust
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hpfan629

@lovelyyrainn WHAT OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY YOU WENT THROUGH THAT
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lovelyyrainn

thanks guys i appreciate it but dw we on the grind new chapter out just now
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