Hellooo! I just came here to share my feelings because i'm not feeling very well these days. I'm having my tertiary education (polytechnic) now. I finished my O levels last year and did well.
I'm in my year 1, first term. This 2 weeks are submission/presentation weeks and I'm just really stressed. I'm feeling a lot of pressure because I don't think I'm doing well enough even though I'm putting in effort. I see people having fun and doing well but I really not. I'm not really an interesting person and would consider myself as a loner.
I really wish and hope I'll do well for my year 1 and especially my term 1 since I just started. I think I have always been putting pressure on myself and right now, I just need a breakdown to feel better.
I'm actually writing in class right now. And I really can't wait to go home to let myself breakdown and feel all the emotions piling inside of me.
Anyway, I hope everyone has a great day ahead. Stay safe and healthy!