AHAHAH I HATE LIKING SOMEONE AND HURTING THEM AT THE SAME TIME BUT LIKE YOU CANT GET BACK WITH THEM BECAUSE YOURE SCARED AND DONT WANT TO SEEM WEAK BUT YOURE FUCKING WEAK.
SHIT WHAT DO I DO
okay, so you know when there's just that one person that you're alive for and you just want them to hate you so you can finally kill yourself? yeah, same.