— i want to see my two best friends so desperately but i don’t think they want to see me as much as i do them. they’ve grown closer to other girls since i’ve moved away but that’s a good thing .. it’s just that i love and feel things so deeply that i don’t want that to come across as suffocating. i don’t want to tell them how much i miss them and just want to hang out them when i visit. i’m madly afraid of caring more than the other party lol.
— sometimes I can’t help being hard on myself and then here’s my friends reminding me of my accomplishments and how I’ve stuck thru… feeling immensely grateful for them. Hug your friends y’all! Lol
— is it wrong to stop apologizing after you feel you’ve apologized enough ? is it wrong for me to keep my distance even if we’re living under the same roof ?