This year just goes on getting worse with every passing day.today a quite renowned actor passed away today by committing suicide. It was shocking and gut wrenching to hear it out of nowhere. he was there, alive one second and dead the next. Knowing that he took his own life and made a conscious decision makes it worse. I don't what to think anymore , how to interpret this. I just hope that if I can, I help those who need it. I hope I don't commit the mistakes that people close to him made. I hope I-