i need online friends

Today is 13th of march and yes I went to school to give my examination.
          
          I or any of my friends thought that the exam would be so tough and lengthy. Most of the kids were not able to finish it. And I, who got 79.5 out of 80 in last exam of Math which was highest in all 6 sections, am thinking that I wouldn't be able to make it to 74. 
          
          Seriously I am so sad right now, I don't think I would be in a state to show my face to my teachers or my parents or even my friends. Thinking that my friend who is also my rivalry during examination would get more marks than me and especially in math gives my angry vibes + sad ones + hope that her exam was worse than mine.
          
          I actually hate that girl with nose like potato but she is my friend. Truly speaking even my other friends don't like her. She has always been the one competing me and most of the time she gets more marks than me. But last time in math paper she got way less than me and I was more happy about that.
          This time she was writing till the last minute and I was hoping that she was not able to complete it or she wrote wrong answer the way I did.
          
          I don't even know why I am writing this, my sibling who also might be on wattpad might see this. But I'll worry about that later.
          
          13-03-2021
          Saturday

Nothing really to tell yet here I am.
          
          Right now I am in a online class where my teacher who come like 15 minutes late has joined and left the class twice because now the students know that the teacher joins late so all the students would join after 10 minutes.
          
          One of my reason to write this also includes to improve my typing skills. I saw my brother typing and I thought that I am way behind. I have always been behind my brother but these days I am preparing not to be.
          
          I have to get good marks in AIATS but thats like 7 months from now. And I still have my BOARDs to prepare. Well before that I have my pre-BOARDs and that is day after tomorrow. I have done only 6 chapters and 15 are left now, Which subject am I talking about? MATHS. Yes, maths.
          
          I think my teacher(who is always late and will be late this time also) won't be coming soon , I better start solving some Maths problems.
          
          Lame joke:
          Dear MATHS,
          Please start solving your own problems.
          I am tired of solving them for you.

27-02-2021
          Saturday
          06:02 PM
          
          Hi,
          Its probably me reading this again and regretting my life choices or its  someone else looking at what type of things go on in my head while everyone are having fun time reading all the Wattpad books .
          It's the first time I'm posting anything like this in public but recently I've started caring a lot about what other's think unlike before.
          We are deviating off the main reason I decided to write some stuff about my life.
          Well lately I've got a big opportunity, to go study in COE , in case you don't know what COE means it's like a main institution of Askash institute. Well COE stands for Centre Of Excellence, which pretty much sums up what it means.
          So it is for higher studies i.e. 11th and 12th standard and main NEET .
          I got 100% scholarship in anthe i.e. is the entrance exam for Aakash institute and was asked to go there.
          But currently my mom and dad have agreed not to send me there.
          But they might send me, which I don't think is possible as they got me admission in the branch where we live. They didn't really had to pay as much as they payed for my brother (I got 100% sholarship, remember?)
          Now in the place where I'm living the teachers are not so great, well thats what my brother felt, teachers especially of chemistry and botany.
          But the teachers of COE are excellent and all but if I go there I will do nothing but study and study. 
          I always have loved trips to places.
          And I know when you reach in 11th its always like attend that class and this class and get good marks, get higher rank, your brother was in top 20 and see where are you at and with all these things I wont get much time to go out, however its still possible but if I go there I will not be able to go out of even one room.
          If I go for COE not only will I become more mature, independent but also I will have a greater name that I completed my higher education from COE.
          Conclusion: IDK what to do so I am just going to sit here and see what my parents get for me