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Call me pls . I desperately want that job . Pls accept my application. Ya Allah, mudahan inah rezeki kew Ya Allah.  Jadeikan inh rezeki kew Ya Allah. Aaminn

At some point, I used to wish I would disappear from this world
          The whole world seemed so dark and I cried every night
          Will I feel better if I just disappeared?
          I was so afraid of everyone’s eyes on me
          
          -To my youth BOL4-

Insecure, anxious,low self esteem,to shy,anti social,fear to meet people, is really killing me . 

I've been taking depression test for the past few weeks and it come out I have a severe depression. BUT it seem like nobody  care about my life and they said I lied. Do people know how my feeling is? They just saw my fake happinest not my real one . SOMETIMES ITS SO HARD PRETEND TO BE HAPPY BUT I NEED TO BECAUSE NO ONE CARE ABOUT MY LIFE . 

I need one day there will be a person tell me 'wake up now,leave all ur sadness and lean on me’ 

3 bulan pengak ayah tunad melew,and for the past 3 month juak lh akw payah gik megen kelem . Tapi bila pgk kalak megen akw a mesat gik maik . So pls just wake me up when I forgot all the thing

Sometimes kita kena lepaskan untuk rasa tenang.☺️