@loveykai
Hey how are you?
I was wondering if you had a playlist for black shadow or just a songs that you listen too for it
Anyway have a good day!!
@loveykai ohhh okii! Well I hope you continue adding to them to the chapters and dw about if you dont want to
Are you feeling now? Are you taking care of yourself properly,bud??
HOW ARE YOUUUU, BUDDY??!
i hate being sickkk :((
Ayo how you doing??
@Hunter_Wolf_TXT i ended up working christmas night!! it was a busy night but wasn’t bad at all. and im going out of town in the morning. how have you been???
@loveykai Hm yeah pretty much fine. Are you alright tho? Please don't strain yourself.
Hi can I ask you questions?
going into a 12hr shift w two hours of sleep bc i do not have my priorities straight and decided to read/write instead of sleeping
@loveykai Don't worry. We will get better, Buddy. I have been focused on fixing my fucked sleep schedule. So I have been using sleeping pills as a tool for that. Well anxiety and depression are the main cause of my sleep deprivation and phone addiction. So not using my phone is a freaking battle for me. So I listen to those relaxing sleep-helping music and fall asleep.
@loveykai well melatonin is supposed to last for 5 hrs. I took a pill at 9 am and woke up at 1 or 2 pm.
@Hunter_Wolf_TXT i’m actually only going in for about an hour or two! and ive had the past three days off so that’s been nice as well. how long has the melatonin been working for? i’m scared of trying something and then it stops working
i love how i genuinely forgot i have a yeonbin story i didn’t even realize it until i was bored at work
over the past week i've been so back and forth between editing/rewriting taegyu and giving up on writing altogether. i feel like nothing is making sense and it upsets me so much. plus i need to work on beomkai and i don't even know what to do for that story.
@loveykai Yeah, your Beomkai seems like a more serious story given Hueningkai's schizophrenia and stuff, but you've still managed to add moments with silliness or lighthearted moments to enjoy and laugh at (like Yeonjun and Soobin's dynamic)! I went to mention some ways bringing humour into it more could be done without changing the personalities but I feel like I got carried away and I didn't want to seem like I was taking over lmao. Though, I do hope a way to do so without that happening comes to you soon! (Sorry for not being any help :( ) OMG, that's great! I hope that the inspiration sticks! Yeah, I get that... I've been there and it can be really frustrating at times. Well, I'll be more than happy to re-read it since it's a great story and I probably need to refresh myself on what's happened anyway because I've got a terrible memory hahaha No problem and you don't have to apologise! Same to you, good luck with everything, I hope you're able to make good progress!
@yawnninng ahh i appreciate you so much!! i really enjoy talking to you. I'm very bad at keeping conversations going and reading your replies always make me so happy and i appreciate that you take the time to talk to me! for beomkai i think the issue is that i struggle trying to make them funny because their personalities are completely different than how they are in my other stories. i don't why but after i posted that last night i randomly got inspired to write and i worked on two of my stories haha. but i am planning on rewriting a lot of my taegyu (nothing that will change the plot) but i feel like i need to add more chapters in some places. i got a bit uncomfortable with my writing and tried to rush it, if that makes sense? haha i feel like a lot of this was just me rambling and i'm sorry. but i really do appreciate you taking the time out of your day to talk to me!
@loveykai I hope you figure out what to do for your BeomKai story, it’s really good so far and I can tell how hard you worked on writing it, so it’d be a shame knowing you put so much effort into it and got stuck. Same with your Taegyu one. It’s amazing and if you need anyone to talk to about writing (or anything in general) feel free to dm me! You could layout your story and events that lead to others with little explanations of how they’re connected and the links between specific moment to figure out where to go from there and how to progress? Idk if it’ll help for you because everyone’s different but sometimes doing that helps me more than rereading because usually as I’m reevaluating and looking at old ideas, it sparks new ones and I get excited to write again because I have an idea of what I’m going to do next Good luck! (And sorry for always spamming you with paragraphs. I don’t know why I type so much, it’s embarrassing lmao–)
i really want to post a short yeonbin story i wrote but im scared no one will like it
Despite the fact I will be devastated that they don’t admit their feelings until it’s to late, I think it’d be great since your works never fail to impress me!
@chulo_mommy and i really appreciate all of your support as well. you're so kind and your words mean a lot to me!
@chulo_mommy i really appreciate you saying that :( i think sometimes i care too much about receiving validation from other people that i let it impact my writing. it's something that i've been trying to work on though!
