lovinhao

merry christmas and happy holidays to those who are celebrating ♡

lovinhao

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i was going through my library when i saw the ff i wrote few years ago... i'm actually holding back tears rn, i wish i was joking. i have questions, concerns and comments for my younger self. the amount of cringe was way too much for me to hold. i wanna thank and apologize to the girls who found my ff and made fun of it, cuz they made me delete that shit. i was so triggered by them, cursing them and shit, mind yall i was not even a teen yet. at some point i got humbled and after some months i apologized to one of the girls and thankfully the convo went fine. 
          
          now that i read half of the ff i wrote back then (i couldn't read more of it, it was so cringy) i see how much i grew up and how i developed more skills in writing. if i ever post one of my drafts some day, i kinda want to send it to the girl i apologized to, knowing that she probably won't recognise me. 
          
          to that one girl: i wont mention your username, but i think your name was vicky. vicky, i apologize once again for the bs you read back then, i'm wishing u a good day and a good life

lovinhao

@artinvisual aww i'm glad it made you smile! <3 i was actually thinking of posting something today, but i really have no idea if i'll reach my goal because there's so much stuff to fix before posting :') tysm though! spoiler: added member au :)
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artinvisual

@lovinhao now if I see you publish any masterpieces in future, you better know I'll be there reading it❕❕
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artinvisual

@lovinhao i had such a bad day but your message made me smile ಥ_ಥ♡ thank you so much man. Ily. I'll never forget this
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lovinhao

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you're insane, you became a stalker. you text me every 1-2 months when i told you i want a pause, you find a way to contact me, you even rang our home phone at fucking 8 pm. are you crazy? i'm genuinely asking, and also that's a rhetorical question, i don't want you to reply if you see this somehow, because you're a stalker. you came outside my home, you sent my sister a facebook friend request. you make it a living hell. i'm not the biggest fan of going out but now i'm scared because i never know when you will appear next and what your next move will be. we will talk with your parents, and if you don't listen to them when they tell you to leave me alone, the law will be included. i'm dead serious. rethink whether you will still contact me or not. leave me alone for fuck's sake

lovinhao

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if people ask you to stay, you stay if you want to. 
          if people tell you to go away, you fucking run away. 
          it's so simple. 
          leave me alone for lord's sake, how many fucking times should i tell you??