Chris

U-Uwa... His thighs are so soft...! And his hands are so small! C-Cute!!

Hi, idk if you remember me but I'm the "girl" you were dating last year in December,I think. I just want to know how are you and if you're ok :)), I wasn't active on Snapchat a lot and when I did interact I didn't want to to bother you. Hope you're alright :)) 

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Alex, known by the name Technoblade online has passed away due to stage 4 cancer. I think the whole internet knows this. But I can't accept it, it's so hard to even think about how he's not gonna come back. I've never cried so hard over someone, but yesterday all I did was bawl my eyes out and cry so hard I thought my eyes were gonna pop out of my head because of how red they were (they are still pink.) 
          Techno, I looked up to you. I still do, just because you're not on Earth anymore doesn't mean you still aren't here. Keep his memory alive, that's how we keep Technoblade alive aswell. He has gotten me through so much, yet here we are, him being gone leaving me and the rest of the fandom in an unimaginable sadness.
          
          My mom doesn't get why I cried yesterday and today. My mom doesn't get it. I wanna mourn, I wanna cry and I wanna take time to heal after this wound, but she isn't letting me so all it does is make it hurt more. I AM NOT IN THE RIGHT STATE OF MIND RIGHT NOW, NO ONE SEEMS TO GET THAT. Yet this is an IMPORTANT year for my future, but how can I decide if I'm still conquered by that depression I felt during the winter and didn't get better? I barely got up today, and remembering what happened made me breakdown again.
          
          !!!Next week, I'm getting my hair cut short. I'll be dyeing it aswell, I've been thinking pink for a long time. Now, it's decided. I'll cut it short and leave it brown, that represents Alex. Then I'll get two big strands of my hair and let them not get cut and dye them pink, to represent Technoblade. I miss him.!!!
          
          o7 king. Technoblade never dies. Legends never die. You were a legend, you still are a legend. You'll be alive in our hearts.

Just realised that c!wilbur didnt get to tell c!tommy and the rest a proper goodbye before he blew up l'manberg and died. :(

Ranboo came out. /srs.
          I feel like crying omg im so proud of him and idk why im so emotional :'C

Wait, guys guess what
          HAPPY 2 YEARS DREAM SMP!
          holy shit thats a long time
          
          
          Soon it will be 2 years aswell from when i entered/found out abt them too:) i wanan cry hepl

Daemon

Cris=christmas 

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