robin

IM OFFICIALLY GRADUATED!!! also happy early birthday to me cause its on tuesday and i dont wanna make two posts lol. got a good handful of money already which im gonna save for a laptop i found on ebay!! i could pay for it now but i need to worry ab buying stuff for work first unfortunately :,) i will be back soon, and i promise i am writing!! its going a little slow but i hope to entirely finish my will fic at the absoloute latest the end of summer & after im done w that ill be back on the mike fic. im just grateful to have 3 days off now tbh 

i want to preface rq i am working on my will fic rn (mike fic on the backburner tbh) and spoilers will gets possessed & people are dying. i am working, just slowly i guess. i have to spend a bunch of money on hair color tools for work so laptop is gonna have to wsit for rn or maube ill send a link to ebay to someone for birthday inspo since its like a week and a half away lol
          
          im so sorry for being gone so long i feel like i haven't been able to do anything :( once i graduate i will still be here writing and working on books, this is such a big passion of mine and such a good outlet for my emotions and mental health so i do wanna say that and get it out there. wattpad aint never leaving me and i aint never leaving wattpad lmao. i love all of my followers and readers and everyone who votes and leaves comments so so so much, really you all mean the WORLD to me. 
          
          i just feel the need to apologize in advance cause when i graduate, im taking my boards and going straight to work, but ill have 3 days off which is nice so hopefully it wont burn me out super bad haha. if it helps at all im halfway through an avatar fanfic & im trying my damndest to get a psrt two in order for burn the page & finishing ideas for my mike fic. the hardest part ab that one is im not following canon at all so its more draining to have to come up w all the dialouge and make it sound true to every character in that big ass cast :sob: 
          
          anyways hope you are all doing so well! i love you <3 stay safe

sooo terrible update... my laptop, after 6ish years has claimed death upon me. shes gonna go into ewaste after a friend of mine takes it to trade school for computer stuff and they raid it for any spare parts and after i take the back off to preserve my sentimental stickers.
          anyways. this means im not gonna be able to work on fics for a minute. itd be cheaper to just buy a refurbished one off ebay but im about to graduate and im not even able to hsve a grad party for the free money that could very well just pay it off. so unfortunately im not gonna be able to do much fic work. i can still write, but i cant transfer to google docs to edit and add gifs and format properly on my phone cause wattpad sucks on mobile. i tried using my ipad and i cant insert literally any images at all, nor can i download anymore apps (ei google docs) since my storage is so full cause of it being a school device til i graduate :sob:
          so if theres no updates for a while i promise im writing, just trynna get my money up. im not posting shitty unedited chapters because i love my fics and readers too much for that. but yeah... if you wanna support me in anyway check me out on vinted or mercari, i sell handmade things :) 
          good day/night to you all <3

jesus christ the writers block / lack of motivation is gonna kill me :(

ahhhhh only two more episodes of s5 to write til im done w imh sjanrmwklw i genuinley may not write the epilouge eithwr because useless + i wanna leave it on success and seeing everyone end vecna for good, destroy the military & shit buttttt idk

making a tadc fic and trust cheers (drink to that) by rihanna makes an appearence because jax and oc figurwd out caine is a walking jukebox

promise im gonna write over spring break, sorry for such slow updates recently ive judt been overwhelmed w school lol
          but ive also been trying to figure out how i wanna do my fixes for s5 of stranger things and how to get arounf plot holes and shit so i think im locked in... i just gotta actually clock in and write it all lol

this is from literal years ago but I need it off my chest cause it recently upset me for some reason
          
          theres no problem with asking your readers to leave votes and comments if they like your story, shit I encourage that. interaction truly helps and keeps writers motivated. but... insulting and saying your ghost readers are morons / fake fans is so?? not how to do that???? why would you ever think thatd make your numbers go up? I dont have a problem w ghost readers, no one should, (though seriously leaving a quiet vote / kudos should be the norm) but insulting them because they may be too nervous to leave comments / votes / arent sure what to comment / may just innocently forget to vote is so disgusting.
          
          youre making your art about numbers. you are missing the point and losing the plot. your art is not for clicks and reads and notifications, it is for your own enjoyment! youre not only gonna make yourself miserable w that mindset but also make people actually dispise you. practically gambling with a readers feelings with "im only posting if this reaches 1k votes in two weeks" is also so weird?? not onlt does that impact ghost readers but also your loyal readers and followers??? so if yout goal doesnt get hit youll completly toss out your piece of art? I understand lack of motivation and feeling the need to just discontinue a project cause you arent passionate ab it anymore, but straight guilt tripping people is never okay.
          
          idk I just find the very small minority of sort of mean writers ive found amongst my years of writing so like??? also this isnt directed toward anyone, if anything, everyone to maybe just yk... not take their feelings out on strangers over the internet? idk guys just be nice to people </3 I dont understand how it can be that hard. ik seeing 90 reads and 3 votes may not be the best for the head, but truly dont start looking at your art like a way to feed the attention you need. not healthy and not good for anyone in that situation 

normalize blocking people for using ai honestly 

AHHH TY FOR 35K ON IN MY HEART SJSNKAHEKQN