lowluv

girl bye

lowluv

brain rot;
          i logged into my wattpad account after inactivity for almost 4 years. reading my message from 4 years ago is both extremely cringe and uncomfortable but also a little comforting. i was so immature and if i could talk to the me who posted in 2018, id probably resent them. but oh my god, i was depressed in 6th grade and im still depressed now lol, but hey, such is life. anyways, i graduate high school in 11 months hahaha. this message is more for me than anybody else, you are so much better now. you built yourself from the ground up. you stayed, you smiled, you loved, you did your absolute best. and im so proud of myself. we love to see the growth, 
          (ps. chand is no longer my name. we’re still figuring that out. guess much hasn’t changed since middle school lol) 
          okay, this is the last time ill ever be on this account. 
          love, me.

lowluv

today’s is his birthday. and im honestly at a lost for words. him and his music has changed my life in ways that I don’t understand. i will always need him in my life and im positive that his energy lives with, and around us. they way he went was not fair. im proud of him. truthfully, im proud of jahseh. nobody could ever reach that level of understanding and talent. thank you so much jahseh. we love you1️⃣7️⃣
          
          energy lives on forever
          6-18-18
          1-23-98

lowluv

this message may be offensive 
i am absolutely torn and messed up by the death of xxxtentaction, jahseh d. onfroy. his music helped me through so much shit that I felt but couldn’t put into words. i felt so close to him like i knew him personally, though in a way i did considering how close he was with his fan base. i don’t think ive ever had any other connection with an artist as much as i did with x. i literally lost a part of me on June 18. im actually at a point where i want to give up but for x, i will try and maintain my positivity somehow. please take this as my plead for help, someone to talk to, because ive lost someone i needed already.

lowluv

xxxtentacion*
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