@loyal-wench I know that feeling, I know it all too well. The best thing we can do is to do our best to be a good person. We need to try our best not to compare ourselves to anyone else. We are given this life so that we can do great things with it. The passing of one of the biggest, if not THE BIGGEST influence of my generation has taught me that we don't need anyone's approval. We are capable of doing great things we just have to decide what it is that we want from this life. What kind of an impact do you want to make? What kind of person do you wish to be? It's time to start asking the big questions and figure out what it is that we want.
All I want, is to be a good person and lead by example. Just like my mother would have wanted me to, that she raised me to be. She passed in 2021. Now my biggest inspiration in the industry is gone and I'll never be able to work with her in this life like I wanted to.
My point is...to make a change you have to go out there and put in the work. I'm planning on volunteering at my local animal shelters, maybe at the mission as well. I want to leave a mark on this world and life is too short to waste time. Be happy, smile, and never stop fighting.