loyalbooklover

I know i know, where did loyalbooklover go? 
          	
          	I am sorry for going MIA guys. The past few weeks have been tense, due to family drama, the beginning of a new school year and my sister visiting, i just didn't have time to write in the past month. 
          	
          	With my sister leaving tomorrow,  my schedule will become more empty, which will give me some time to write until the next bad phase that will come. This year i have a lot of important exams so most of my time will be used mainly for studying,  but don't worry, i will not forget about you. 
          	
          	I wish you all luck at school, college or personal life. 
          	
          	Until next time!
          	
          	Xoxo 
          	
          	Ki

yuexia123

Sorry for plugging in the respected author's conversation to promote my book.
          Hey there , I am a new author here. I would like to share this my first ever published book or I can say my first mind's child.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/376014508?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=library&wp_uname=yuexia123
          
          I hope you would have a great time reading it,  giving me constructive comments to help me grow and vote to multiply my momentum,for another books to be published, by ten thousand folds (I know I am exaggerating a lil)
          
          Love , happiness, health and peace be upon y'all :)))

loyalbooklover

I know i know, where did loyalbooklover go? 
          
          I am sorry for going MIA guys. The past few weeks have been tense, due to family drama, the beginning of a new school year and my sister visiting, i just didn't have time to write in the past month. 
          
          With my sister leaving tomorrow,  my schedule will become more empty, which will give me some time to write until the next bad phase that will come. This year i have a lot of important exams so most of my time will be used mainly for studying,  but don't worry, i will not forget about you. 
          
          I wish you all luck at school, college or personal life. 
          
          Until next time!
          
          Xoxo 
          
          Ki

loyalbooklover

Society gives hope to children,  they make all these movies,  tv show, cartoons where the good guys win and anything is possible but when they grow up and taste reality everything is limited, most of the time the bad guys win because they have the power, and imagination is not even needed anymore.  Decide already and stop giving kids falsd hope. 

loyalbooklover

Get me through it. Make everything seem like child play. Make it stop. Make my mind stop. Make my insecurities disappear. Give my nerves a break. Make the time stop, and tell me what do these feelings mean. Are they true? Is my mind playing me? Tell me. Help me figure it out. Because without you i don't know what i would do. I would be lost, just like now, because i know your existence is made up in my mind. It is so good created that sometimes it makes me think you might actually be real. And i would be able to talk out loud with you, but if i did and you are not there, then i would know that you become more than just a person made up in my mind, you become an illness.  And i don't want that to happen, i don't want my one hope to become an illness. Because without hope, what are we even doing? Why are we living? I'm tired, i am freaking tired. I just want it to stop......