Also I have decided to give a sneak peak of the chapter that I finished to those of you that follow me and read the book. The sneak peak is at the beginning of the book, I hope you enjoy.
Alex’s pov
Today is the day I am supposed to go back to school and I am very nervous. It has been a week since the funeral but ever since then I have mostly been in my headspace and Mason and Clayton have been watching me all week during the day while no one else is at home to watch me, they even took me to their old house that they lived in together I even know where the spare key to the house is and how to shut down the security system. But it will be difficult trying to stay big all day and I honestly don’t think I will be able to do it. I am also exhausted which doesn’t help even though I had been in headspace I have been going to bed early the past few days but last night I got really nerves causing me to go into a smaller headspace I would say around 1 which meant I was up all night and Blake and Dylan didn’t get much sleep either since they were taking care of me which I feel bad for. That's why I got up before they did, ok I had Colton wake me up and get me out of headspace but still I got up before they did which was my goal.
