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Is anyone else finding problems logging into wattpad and loading messeges or other parts of the app because I am. It keeps logging me out I might have to make a new account. If this is happening to you too please let me know.
          And merry Christmas!!!!!! 

I'm writing this here cus I need to let it out and I know that my friends and family don't follow me on this. You see today is the day my little sister was born and died. It's also the day one of my best friends turned 18. She has no idea about how the 31st of January is hard on my family. I've kept up appearances and celebrated with her. But I'm so upset and it hurts. Today my sister would be 13 years old. Today she would have turned a teenager. I didn't even get to see her turn into a young woman. I miss her so much. And I'm so angry that I didn't get to celebrate today with her. Instead I was wishing someone else happy birthday and it hurt so much. Like I know it's not my friends fault she was born today and I'm greatful for her cus she has been there for me many other times. Which is why I didn't tell her about today cus I didn't want to ruin her day or make her feel guilty cus she shouldn't. I just wish I could sing happy birthday to my Claire bear, that's all....
          Sorry for putting this here and u don't need to pay any attention I just needed to get it off my chest. 

Aww thank you so much! You’re so sweet!