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how the fuck is this account six years old holy shit

this acc really only serves as a way for me to say sad shit without alarming people

i just want to delete myself from existence

i'm thankful for the sweet release of death

up on melancholy hill

i think i'm also going to re publish the one shots book simply because i actually like what i wrote for that and i want it to be out there again, though because of another book on another account that's very similar, i probably won't update it but who knows

very sorry for the spam, just to let you know, nothing has changed plot wise as i didn't revise anything, but updates still might take a while because i just need to find motivation to write the rest of the story, you know? again, sorry for blowing up your notifications x

i unpublished everything but i might republish some of it if people want??? i doubt anybody wants a "relaunch" though, but that's entirely my fault for being a shitty author—i have several issues with the things i unpublished, hence why they're unpublished, but mostly with fall. i do have the rest of that story planned out, but it's all v shitty bc the whole book is shitty imo. i know i have some people who really liked it in the beginning, back when i actually updated, but i'm just not happy with it myself, idk. i just feel like it could've been better?? like some of the things in the story are definitely questionable and don't make sense, but if i were to change them, it would change the entire plot, and just uGh. the only thing i am certain of, is that i do want to finish fall, regardless of what my personal opinion of the book is—so look out for that in the future. as of right now though, i'm taking a break from wattpad in general. i'm not completely gone, so you can still talk to me if you reAlly wanted to. i'm just taking a break from writing, even though my lack of updating could be counted as a break, this is an official break bc everything is unpublished. anyways, sorry for this long ass rant, i know nobody cares, but i just wanted this to be known. 

hello it's me, the person you didn't ask for but here i am anyways

this account is basically dead in terms of writing 
          ahdkfkfkf 
          i'm so sorry