lucidbl

i just cant write anything. its like im opening the draft and as soon as i write Heeseung's name i just cry because wdym he's no longer in our enha

aihfen12

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@lucidbl this whole situation is sooo messed up it makes me sick like actually. But take your time author and I pray he one day comes back to enhypen also fuck hybe
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PDoverhere

@lucidbl I understand the feeling. Even in today's fancall, he seemed to be smiling only as an obligation.
          	  We can only support him through X, and not back down.
          	  Take your time author, your health is at priority!
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lucidbl

i just cant write anything. its like im opening the draft and as soon as i write Heeseung's name i just cry because wdym he's no longer in our enha

aihfen12

this message may be offensive
@lucidbl this whole situation is sooo messed up it makes me sick like actually. But take your time author and I pray he one day comes back to enhypen also fuck hybe
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PDoverhere

@lucidbl I understand the feeling. Even in today's fancall, he seemed to be smiling only as an obligation.
            We can only support him through X, and not back down.
            Take your time author, your health is at priority!
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lucidbl

and um just so you know, after we all take a second to process this whole situation, i wont ever stop writing about heeseung in the fics, he will always be part of enhypen, he is my day one after all

beloved_sunoo

@lucidbl heeseung will always be the part of enhypen no matter what
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lucidbl

i had tears in my eyes while writing Heeseung’s departure in in baby blue, and i would have never thought such a thing could happen in real life i am so freaking devastated at this i dont know how to function rn 
          i hope all of you are well

Bruhpen

@lucidbl I'm devastated, like genuinely couldn't stop crying for a while
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PDoverhere

@lucidbl Honestly, I am not able to digest the reality. I wish I could return to yesterday. Nothing, absolutely nothing, feels real.
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lucidbl

thank you all for checking on me!!! i know it's unfair that i haven't updated anything for you, the readers whom always support me so much and im very sorry about that. but writing is kind of my way to escape my daily struggles, and lately I've tried to live with them instead of escaping and it was good. i focused on my life, my studies, my work, my main passion, and i never felt better. though i write new chapters in my head all the time, i just never have time to write them down. I'll try to update asap. and omg i want to say thank you and sorry to everyone who was worried and messaged me. im going to write now! Love you all<3

Ravenisthediva

@lucidbl Im just happy that ya are doing alright
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tearsoflove11

@lucidbl  Thank you so much! We love you too! and we just hope youre happy :)
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VictoriaMartinek

It’s okayy, we support you anyway, don’t overdue yourself!! We love you <3
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aihfen12

We are all waiting and hoping the best. Please take your time but come backkkk. miss youuuu

aihfen12

@lucidbl that's Gooddddd at least you are safeeee
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lucidbl

@aihfen12 ohh im okay dont worry!!! I just got very busy with life and i have no time to write rn
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