thank you all for checking on me!!! i know it's unfair that i haven't updated anything for you, the readers whom always support me so much and im very sorry about that. but writing is kind of my way to escape my daily struggles, and lately I've tried to live with them instead of escaping and it was good. i focused on my life, my studies, my work, my main passion, and i never felt better. though i write new chapters in my head all the time, i just never have time to write them down. I'll try to update asap. and omg i want to say thank you and sorry to everyone who was worried and messaged me. im going to write now! Love you all<3