jay
I'm literally
sigh.
I'm so scared.
I'm scared because you're like
the person that I could see myself flying out to America just to spend time with and hug (I hug nobody btw so you're very special) and watch the sun set and look at the stars and all this cliche shit
I'm scared because I don't know if you're okay
You live so fucking far away and if anything was to happen to you I can't exactly come to your house to see and help you if you're not.
I feel useless and I get so panicky when you dont reply to my messages for ages
I really hope you're okay because you mean so much to me okay and I love you and I want to meet you irl so much just please stay strong baby
Answer me when you can xo