Lol deciding whether quiting wattpad or not, was way MORE difficult than I had imagine :'( Though despite my very short time here in wattpad (prolly abt 3 or 4 months) I've made some nice bonds with the people here, and I can't thank you guys enough! Who knew I could find closure here that I haven't felt in real life before? Knowing that their are people who also like the things that I find interesting brings me comfort, and warmth, making me realize I'm not a weirdo for liking things that the vast don't enjoy. It's truly heart aching departing from the fandom, and the community. I just find K-pop Less interesting now, and more irrelevant atm. I try to force myself back in the "kpop hole" convincing myself that im still interested in all the latest news abt the k-industry, but I wasn't, I really wasn't. I find myself more interested in playing the instruments, Science, Mathematics, and anime now. I thought that the kpop fandom was where I finally belong, but I thought wrong, well not technically "wrong" I did feel like I was at home back in 2018. Sharing all the gossips and supporting my biases 24/7, but unfortunately it was just a 4 year long stay, as I, myself, is withdrawing from the community :((
( this sounded way more amazing in my head :') but nontheless. Goodbye ) .close
