luciferhasautism

I feel like I'm annoying. One of my friends will ask, "oh you want to play Roblox?" And I'm like, "sure!" Then there'll go on and on about a list of games and I'm just like, "dandys world!" I'm annoying aren't I?

icantrecallnooo

@luciferhasautism try and let them know how its making you feel if you can
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luciferhasautism

I feel like I'm annoying. One of my friends will ask, "oh you want to play Roblox?" And I'm like, "sure!" Then there'll go on and on about a list of games and I'm just like, "dandys world!" I'm annoying aren't I?

icantrecallnooo

@luciferhasautism try and let them know how its making you feel if you can
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luciferhasautism

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GO FOLLOW @A3TR0_dw THEY SHOWED ME SOME OF THERE DRAFTS AND IT'S FUCKING AMAZING 

luciferhasautism

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Poem I wrote 
          Tw: s3xual shit and other shit :/
          
          I feel gross
          Every time I wake up with a puddle in my pants
          I feel gross 
          Every time I feel the "ache"
          I feel gross
          
          I want to d!e
          Every time I feel horny 
          I want to d!e 
          
          "It's just hormones"
          The hormones I had after I watch Hazbin
          "It's the hormones"
          the hormones I had after reading fanfiction 
          "It's the hormones"
          
          I want to self-harm
          Every time I get called weird 
          I want to self-harm
          

icantrecallnooo

@luciferhasautism hyp3r s3xu@l1ty...?(thats what it sounds like to me)
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luciferhasautism

I hate this. I want out. Someone I want out.

icantrecallnooo

@luciferhasautism i get that, but theres people in the world who love you, and while it may not be family, your digital friends love you your followers love you. just remember that next time you feel that way
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luciferhasautism

@icantrecallnooo yeah, I just hate when I feel like I'm trapped in a box and I can't leave
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luciferhasautism

Um...so, I might be a lesbian but idk if you can be if your a demi-boy???

Nyxia_Thegreat20

@luciferhasautism I mean demi-boys and demi-girls are basically non-binary people but with a preference for the other side. So it could just be like being bisexual but preferring girls.
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luciferhasautism

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I DID SMTH FUCKING WRONG

R3y_Th3_F734k

@A3TR0_dw I don’t think it’s anything you did
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luciferhasautism

@R3y_Th3_F734k my friend is dry texting and I'm worried
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luciferhasautism

I ruin everyone's life why do ppl care? IM SUCH A SHITTY PERSON 

R3y_Th3_F734k

@A3TR0_dw  For starters, you’re an amazing friend and have helped me more times than I can count.
            
            Secondly, you have a good heart.
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luciferhasautism

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I'm a shitty person, I need to die in a hole. My mom doesn't care and says go to school I need to stop hurting my irl friends before I end up alone all together. IM A FUCKING ASS-HOLE

Nyxia_Thegreat20

@A3TR0_dw Ik this isn't much considering its from a stranger, but just want to let you know your amazing and deserve better :3
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