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can't  exactly  leave,   now  can  i?   so  what  does  it  matter  if  i  want  to  see  him  or  not?   you  have  a  pretty  good  life,  don't  you?   your  son  can  visit  when  he  wants,   your  wife  adores you..    hold  on  to  that 

@gladiolusts,      im  sorry  that  happened  to  you,    but  that  was  far  before  i  was  even  alive.     but  what  do  i  know?    i  was  just  a  servant  boy  who  managed  to  win  the  heart  of  the  sister  of  yong'ans  crowned  prince's  bodyguard.     a  god.     ...    right.      do  you  even  want  to  see  him?   

..   when  xianle  fell  and  yong'an  took  over,   i  got  stuck  in  that  brothel.  i  don't  blame  all  of  yong'an  for  anything,   but  i  had  a  life  before  i  became  an  object  to  the  highest  buyer.   a  good  one.   (..)    mm.   yeah,   yeah..   love  is  such  a  strooong  force.   nothing  is  ever  simple.   cuocuo's  dad  is..   a  god.   i've  not  seen  him  in  eight  hundred  years.    be  grateful  you have  /something/. 

*   lit  on  his  wife  &  anything  on  jian  lan

it's  a  pleasure  to  have  someone  to  bake  for  who  won't  eat  a  handful  of  them  in  just  a  few  minutes.   you  don't  need  to  bring  me  anything!   your  company  is  more  than  enough.   but  this..   is  beautiful.   it  really  is..   come  here,   i'd  like  to  give  my  thank  you!

@pearlisen,    thank  you..   ///      i  appreciate  it.   i..   dont  have  much,   but  here!    it..   is  a  sunflower  charm.   a  thank  you..

my  name—-   ah,   that's  right.   how  rude  of  me.    yutian.   lang  yutian!    did  you  enjoy  it?  i've  more  inside.. 

@pearlisen,     i..   apologize  if  i  startled  you.    (..)    i  never..   got  your  name.    thank  you  for  the  bun  from  the  other  day.

*   SOFT

third  door  on  the..   left.    i  think  i  can  remember  that.    thank  you!    you  are  a  life  saver.   i  believe  i  might  have  gotten  lost  without  your  help.     this..  is  for  you!   it's  a  sweet  bun.    take  it  as  a  thank  you. 

@pearlisen,    you  mean  his  highnesses  bodyguard?   mn.     take  a  right,   third  room  on  your  left.   the  imperial  preceptor  is  making  him  rest  after  he  nearly  fainted.   

@pearlisen,      a  wonderful  idea,    my  lotus.    however..   its  been  a  few  centuries.   unless  he's  in  heaven,    he'll  be  one  with  the  soil.   or  in  the  ghost  realm.  

if  he  isn't  /here/,   then  he  must  be  out  there!   that's..   the  only  explanation.   if  he  survived,   we  can  find  him! 

@pearlisen,     im  with  you  yutian,    every  step  of  the  way.    we'll  find  him.   

then  he  can  have  those  savings  to  get  a  new  bow.   (...)   oh,   this  is..   beautiful.   i  love  it..

@pearlisen,    no..   we  dont  have  to  save.   i  have  a  family  blade  he  can  use  when  he  comes  of  age.     (...)      here,   a  lotus  necklace.    it  reminded  me  of  you.

i  am  already  saving  to  be  able  to  get  him  one.    then   his  father  can  teach  him  as  i  have,   hm?    (..)   something  for  me?