I definitely use Wattpad for everything but writing. But you're used to it around me by now, right? Little dear diary. :")
I hope that when my life finally stabilizes a little, I will be able to set aside time and relax with writing. For now - I moved to Germany, I'm still under the impression of how much I still have to practice my German and at work I feel pretty much like I fell from Mars, as if I didn't work as a nurse for the previous two years and suddenly I'm like a student again - everything is somehow new and a little scary to me. I think that I am more affected by the fact that I know how capable I was in Serbia and was often a shift charge nurse, and suddenly I act insecure and as if I don't know anything. I'm not sure if it's just a small shock due to the change of country, but I hope it will pass quickly and I'll be confident again. Basically, I can't wait for the days when I can be relaxed and sit in a cafe on my free days and write stories. I love my job, but I don't want to be defined by it. In Serbia, I would often still think about my patients after my shift. Here, however difficult it is for me at the moment because of the language, I have the impression that it will not be so terrible after the shift and that I will finally be able to relax my nerves. Ambitions aside, I want a normal life. And the pace at work in the previous two years didn't allow me to have it that much. Besides, if this doesn't work out either, I might finally decide to give up and run off to New Zealand to herd sheep. :")
Tschüß! <3