𝑴𝒓 𝑳𝒖𝒄𝒊𝒇𝒆𝒓 ♰࿐

- ترمي الحصى -

Hey there, Delilah
          What's it like in New York city?
          I'm a thousand miles away
          But, girl, tonight you look so pretty
          Yes, you do
          Time square can't shine as bright as you
          I swear, it's true
          
          Don't you worry about the distance
          I'm right there if you get lonely
          Give this song another listen
          Close your eyes
          Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
          I'm by your side..
          
          

https://youtu.be/x_NSULkzW1Y

Be Mine, And Everything Will Be Fine
          
          Because it's cutthroat to anyone who comes close
          
          You Know I Like You And Anyone Who Get's In My Way..Darlin'
          
          This might get a little messy i'm sure ~
          
          Heads rolling for the one i adore~

In my dreams, I have a vanishing bottom on my palms, so each time I get to frustrated cuz of some 'human' and I squeez my hands out of anger, wOoSh, I disappears, nowhere to be found :)

want someone to YEET me.  

          I never meant to be the one
          Who kept you from the dark
          But now I know my wounds are sewn
          Because of who you are
          I will take this burden on
          And become the holy one
          But remember I am human
          And I'm bound to sing this song
          
          So hear my voice remind you not to bleed
          I'm here
          
          Saviour will be there
          When you are feeling alone
          A saviour for all that you do
          So you live freely without their harm
          
          So here I write my lullaby
          To all the lonely ones
          Remember as you learn to try
          To be the one you love
          So I can take this pen
          And teach you how to live
          What is left unsaid
          The greatest gift I give
          
          
          When I hear your cries
          Praying for light & life
          I will be there
          
          I will fight!
          I will always be there!
          
          
          

          Like a flash of light in an endless night
          Life is trapped between two black entities
          Cause when you trust someone, illusion has begun
          No way to prepare, impending despair
          
          Did one say so cruel
          
          Tis better to love than lose
          
          Ignorance is bliss - wish not knew your kiss
          So many times been burned, this lesson goes unlearned
          Remember desire only fuels the fire - liar
          
          Betwixt birth and death, every breath regret
          I pity the living, envy for the dead
          Emotionally stunned, in defense, I'm numb
          I'd rather not care than to be aware - be scared
          
          I don't need love
          
          Are ten thousand tears worth a single smile?
          When you give an inch, will they take a mile?
          Longing for the past but dreading the future
          If not being used, well then you're a user and a loser
          
          World renowned failure at both death and life
          Given nothingness, purgatory blight
          To run and hide, a cowardly procedure
          Options exhausted, except for anesthesia - anesthesia
          
          I don't feel anything, anything..
          
          No...
          

Nettie..
          
           no need to cry
          Let me wipe those tear drops from your eyes
          
          In the dark bathed in Cathode ray blue
          Miss Red Hook of 1922..
          Weeping silently for the pain of others
          Every night a tearful rosary
          A victim of the curse of empathy
          Her reward for compassion is to suffer
          
          
          
          My shortcomings I know caused her grief
          Still she loves me. This I can't believe!
          Responding not with anger but a prayer
          Heaven's just Southwest of Cobble Hill
          True, I am the son of an Angel
          Maternally, not one woman compares
          
          
          
          If you fall, I will catch you
          When you're lost, I'll be there soon
          Far away, but of course near
          When you're sad, I'm always here
          
          Thank you for saving me from myself
          Your compassion became its own hell
          Unequivocally beautiful inside and out
          Without a doubt.
          

          Like a Jew in ancient Spain
          And for Christ's name did pay with pain
          Modern day inquisition
          What is the link between these crafts?
          Doctors and thieves, they both wear masks
          Overpaid meat magicians
          
          Life is killing me..
          
          Your doctorate and Ph.D.
          Would wipe my ass etched in feces
          Will not cure your affliction
          Doctors Jeckyll or Mengele
          And your face too, they're just a blur
          Can't improve my condition
          
          
          Appointment made, waited three hours
          Did not realize you had such power
          I'd rather see a mortician
          Your parents saved or had the bucks
          Your education stems from luck
          Future corpse: death by physician
          
          I have no choice: devoid of rights
          So pull the plug, it's my damned life
          Keep me alive to increase your bill
          A Red Cross hell? - the hospital!
          
          Just let me die with dignity
          It's not suicide, simply mercy
          
          Just who do you think you are?
          Medical school don't make you God
          Now I don't care what you've been taught
          Just get me off this life support
          
          Just let me die, with dignity
          It's not suicide, simply mercy..