lukes!

so lol just a funny little thought/note i just noticed that the animal imagery on my writing's been through the roof these days and i couldn't get why until i looked in the mirror and said out loud "you're a damn vet student of fucking course, I'm surprised it took you this long to fall into the animal™ pit dumbass" but anyways the next one i post's gonna be a doozy so hold tight

@ __evemarie  A SIGNED COPY??? BABY AT THIS POINT I'M WRITING YOU INTO THE PROLOGUE, INTO THE DEDICATORY and let's be honest there's gonna be at least a couple written just for you

@ __evemarie  I swear to God eve if it wrecks me I'm knocking on your window tonight watch out sis

@ __evemarie  AND IT SUCKS but what's even funnier is that I get emails from the app warning me but my email's been doing the same 

not to sound needy, but um !! I wrote something !! and I need your opinion, okay!! I’m tired of checking this app to see if you liked it or not !! 

Hello!! 
          Your book is so beautiful!! I read your poems and I could seriously relate to many of them. I am sure you'll be able to relate to my poems too if you give it a shot! Do follow and support if you look forward to my writings!! All the best for your future writings and your work! I am always there to support you! Thank you so much!!  
          
           
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just broke up a 3 year relationship and God it fucking hurts. point is, It'll either be a long time before I post anything here again or you guys are gonna have to deal with a huge depression dump on the writing. Whichever way, bear with me for a while, please. Thanks for the small interactions and thanks especially to Eve, I hope you know your adorable comments and ridiculously good writing got you a special place in my heart! 
          
          pax, dies clara, et arva virentia pro omnibus
          

okay so I've been hating the things I write for a good while, imma be honest here. I thought about deleting it all, then deleting some of it, then I realized I can't really delete any of it. I guess I'm too stubborn to let certain things go. Anyway, i couldn't write new stuff while hating on the old ones, so I've been away for some time. Let's see if I can change it.
          
          (also eve, this one's on you, thanks for keeping at it and making me feel like I may be able to keep at it as well)

i'm trying to process a really recent loss.
          because of it, i haven't been able to write as much as i did, and i honestly don't know when i'll manage to.
          i wrote one last poem, not a goodbye bc i do plan on getting to writing again, just not right now. (pra quem tava acompanhando os poucos capítulos da história em ptbr, paciência, eventualmente ela volta, e eu também)
          anyways, i don't really know why i felt like explaining this here, but i guess it doesn't hurt, right?
          stay safe out there, and stuff.

thank you for the follow and all the support for my poetry collection! ♥️ it means a lot