lufqng

hello is it okay for me to develop a parasocial romantic relationship with someone after being single for over a year now

lufqng

i have so many thoughts on my mind.. i was so lost a few days ago, and i still am but i felt much lighter when i jumped out of my comfort zone and made friends. i hate being avoidant and borderline so much, it's a nightmare and non of my relationships are capable of being stable. i'm trying to mask more, and it's going well! no more self isolation (* for years.) anymore.. i need to work on my fear even though it's impossible..
          
          i hope everyone's doing well, i have so much to rant about.. i've read so many books ++ manhwa(*ua)s/mangas.. studied more. it's winter break too now, yahoo! so much love from me.. we are all friends (unfortunately a parasocial queen) i have a big heart and i'm so ready!
          
          despite everything, i'm afraid of contacting friends i didn't text for a long while. i hope i get out of this loop hole, but for now i'll still work on myself. hehehe, i ate a lot of sweets and i'll be leaving to another city next week!

TheBasedTeen

@yurdoctor 
            
            That's good then!!! I'm very forgetful anyways so I usually forget people unless they've actively interacted with me T-T
            
            And ofc!!! I love seeing people progress and slowly get better as someone who's also making progress <3
            
            Yeah! ^-^
            Nice to meet you Mimi :]
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lufqng

@TheRealS1gma strangely enough this warms my heart! i always want a fresh start every few months, thank you for your kind words. i hope u can remember me as yasmin or mimi if it helps
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TheBasedTeen

@yurdoctor 
            
            I don't exactly remember who you are, but I'm glad you've been doing well and I believe in you that you can continue to make progress!!! ^-^
            
            :D
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