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Bro I have so many Radiostatic fanfic ideas rn.. ITS ACTUALLY INSANE LIKE- Like, my brain just keeps spawning new AU concepts nonstop.. different timelines, different settings, different versions of Vox and Alastor being emotionally unwell in completely new ways. And it’s all Radiostatic because I’m fully locked in on them right now. First obsession in a while that actually hit this hard, istg i dont think i have ever been this obessesed w smtng..their all i think abt
But the annoying part is the gap between having the ideas and actually fucking writing them down... ..
Because in my head everything is...ACTUALLY so vivid.. x I can see the scenes, the dialogue, the tension, the atmosphere, ALL of it. I can literally feel how the story is supposed to flow...
And then I sit down to write it and suddenly it’s like my brain goes: "anyway here’s FUCKING nothing" "Fuck you <3"
Even though I actually love writing.
It’s not that I don’t want to do it — I do. It’s more like the ideas feel bigger than the words I can get out in the moment... Like I know exactly what I want the scene to ACTUALLY feel like, but turning that into actual sentences that hit the same way as i imagined it is weirdly hard.
And it’s frustrating because Radiostatic ideas specifically feel SO good in my head. The dynamic is just perfect for angst, obsession, denial, emotional repression, all of it. Wtv.
I just wish writing it was as instant as imagining it.
Because right now I’ve got like ten different versions of Vox and Alastor suffering in my brain and none of them are properly written down PLUSS.. I GET ABIT TOO LAZY TO ACTUALLY WRITE IT