@luluquest
HAPPY NEW YEARS! WELCOME AND CONGRATULATIONS FOR MAKING IT ONTO 2025!! I hope everyone has pure blessings for this year, and nat you live to see the next year. Thank you for all the friends I made on this app, and happy new years once again. From lulu :)
Today was crazy, I accidentally downloaded a virus called pinaview on my laptop. I got rid of it by using Malwarebytes, and I just bought stardew valley off of steam... Horrible at first, but good at the end
@xscrt_storyx You too! It's actually 11:46 here, I'm sick so it's hard to go to sleep. Have a good night/day aswell! :)
Cried yesterday, now my face hurts and my eyes are puffy. I got punished yesterday because of something my sister started, my other sister had made dinner, that sister had already ate her dinner, And she kept begging me for mines even when I told her no like 4-3 times. My mom barely stopped her, subtly encouraging me to give her my food, and then she took my food and ran off. I was already in a bad mood, so I started crying... My mom didn't do anything and started laughing with her, and when I lash out hitting her in anger(she's older than me) I get the bad treatment, My mom hit me... And threatened me. I went my room, she slammed the door open. Am I the wrong one...?
@luluquest ★ I can't make you feel good enough online so that you can eat normally again, but just try to remember that it never was your fault. Life is just like that sometimes, a few days would make you feel like it would have been better if you didn't exist, while the other days would make you feel like it was truly god's grace and blessings that you came into the world and can feel and experience everything. I will wish that your good days would soon start again.
@Sunflowerofshunshine I was really frustrated and hurt, I haven't been eating anything in a while prior before the incident and have been starving myself. And the moment I finally eat, I can't even eat the food. Thank you for checking up on me though! Life has been gloomy for me lately
@luluquest POOKIE ITS BEEN YEARS SINCE I SAW YOU I MISS YOU (T0T) :SOBBING:
@Sunflowerofshunshine I THOUGHT YKU FORGOT ABOUT ME TO!! I WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE THE NOTIFICATION, EVERYONE IS BARELY ONLINE (T 0 T)
@luluquest ★ GOD I DIDNT GET YOUR MESSAGE IN MY NOTIFICATIONS AND THOUGHT YOU FORGOT ABOUT ME I WAS SO SAD LIKE I THOUGHT I LOST THE ONLY PERSON WHO IS MY ONLINE FRIEND.... I am a clingy person (T—T)
Prayers to anyone who loves in Florida or Tampa rn, I just heard about hurricane Milton being a category 5 hurricane and possibly one of the worst hurricanes in a decade. And immediately after being struck by hurricane Helene, this is insane
Just heard 3 gunshots again
@Sunflowerofshunshine I felt relieved, the house is atleast a bit more calm now, without having to worry everyday for our lives or my mother's life. We didn't go to his funeral, and ofcourse that caused a stir of them wondering why we didn't go to his funeral.
@luluquest ★ Good thing he died, karma is cool. Not to be insensitive or anything, but he actually kinda deserves this. What did you feel when he died? Because I would have had a whole concert right then and there
@luluquest ★ What the fuck? What is wrong with those people? Threats? R#pe? They can't even be called humans atp. I hope you and your sister are okay now?
I heard gunshots
Guys I think we might get another hurricane, I hope it doesn't up in category like Beryl.. but I'm scared
@luluquest oh god...But hey, you survived this huge and dangerous one, why would you not in the hurricane that will possibly (hopefully not) come in the near future? It does not mean that you cant be sacred, being scared of this is understandable. But I would love it more if you know and try your hardest to to accept and overcome it!! Have a great day <3
I'm planning to write to finish writing my TR books but I've been so tired of everything lately, most of the way I want to end them is angsty. And if I finish writing my TR book, I might low-key change the original ending and make it depressing... Should I?
@pan_and_proud03 Omg, I forgot about that. I'M SORRY IT MAKES ME DEPRESSED BUT FOR SOME REASON I CAN'T STOP READING IT
@luluquest U LITERALLY JUST COMMENTED ON MY POST ABT ANGST SAYING IT RUINED YOU MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY IM CRYING
@luluquest Do you sometimes get a rush of nervousness and anxiety when you write in a comment board of a person with many followers and then you just genuinely start tweaking and worrying about if your comment was too weird or not funny or interesting or anything?? Or if you wrote something you were not supposed to do?? Bcs I just did and I will never be able to sleep after today TT
@luluquest I genuinely started giggling and shi when I saw you complement me and say I am a kind person, I love you <3 I genuinely did not know that we would be friends, like, I started following you when I saw your funny comments on dark red and I found you quite funny, I never thought that you will be the person I feel most comfortable talking to in wattpad now, but I am glad I got to atleast talk with you :)
@Sunflowerofshunshine when I talk an apps like Wattpad I feel braver though....! Especially talking to kind people like you : )!
