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hi! i haven't been on this account in a literal eternity, but i've been thinking about how much i've grown since then.
when i used to be active on this website, i was in a really dark place. i was struggling with depression, family issues, my identity and a lot of other shit. i turned to fandoms when i felt like i couldn't truly be myself around anyone. when i felt like i'd never be loved, i read self-insert fanfictions and dreamed about having a romance of my own. when i felt completely alone, i found people who liked the same things as me, and i felt so much less isolated. i channeled my pain into star wars fanfiction and i kept going.
when i think about the person i was three years ago, i feel more than a little embarrassed. but at the same time, i'm proud of that confused thirteen-year-old for finding a way to cope. if it wasn't for them, i wouldn't be who i am now.
so all that being said, i think a re-introduction is necessary. hi, i'm bex. i'm queer and non-binary, and my pronouns are they/them/theirs. i struggle with mental health and self-esteem issues, and i love creative writing, painting, listening to music. witchcraft, bike rides around my suburban town, and my partner. i might start writing more on here, or maybe i'll disappear into the abyss for another year. who knows!
