hello everyone who may or may not be reading my stories. I am aware that it has been almost a year since most of my stories have last been updated. I have not felt the ambition to write. I am not creative, imaginative, or happy. I haven't been happy for a long time. I have been struggling with some stuff since January, as I mentioned awhile ago. its hard to explain and I don't want to address it directly. maybe when I'm ready I'll open up. anyway, I feel extremely guilty for having numerous unfinished stories that people are/were reading. even if I were to pick myself up and start updating more, I would only get a fraction of the people reading. I don't think I'll be updating anytime soon, so don't get your hopes up. if you feel like it, you can unfollow me/remove my stories because I honestly don't know when I will update next. it will probably be thanksgiving/Christmas time as this is my escape from my crazy family. I love you all so much and I want to thank you all who have supported me and my stories. I hope to get the motivation to write soon.