Even though I'm not a fan of SHINee and don't know utterly anything about Jonghyun and his personality, I feel heavy-hearted and extremely sorry for him.
Sorry for the unendurable pain he was secretly going through. I've always admired those people who push their inner struggles away just to make others feel happy instead of them. Those who have the strength to wake up in the same recurrent pitiful day again and again.
I'm sorry for the hopeless feeling he dealed with that his life wasn't worth living anymore even though he was aware of all the hearts he will break by committing a suicide and leaving this world forevermore.
I would be lying if I said that not a single drop of tear has escaped my eye. Here's an evidence that behind every successful idol there's a weak person fighting with his own self. Mental health is not a thing people have the right to make fun of.
I hope he has left to a better place now, away from his pain.
Rest in peace, Kim Jong Hyun.
(Sorry for my horrible English if there are any spelling mistakes, it's not my native language.)
