lusialupin

ugh it rlly pains me to say this bc I’ve done it so many times but I’m thinking about completely unpublishing white blood and writing it all again as I’m just not happy with my writing; I’ve tried to edit it and make it better but no matter how hard I try, it’s always gonna be stuck in my old ‘style’ which rlly cringes me out. The thing is, I have soooo many ideas for the story and tbh I think currently it looks like it’s quite unoriginal and predictable but I just wanna get to the good bits where it’s actually unique and tells a story that I want to tell - that’s why I might start writing from scratch, as my whole plan has changed since I started a couple of years ago, I’ve grown, matured and improved HOWEVER,.. I literally have no time or energy :( I have all these wonderful (I hope) ideas that I can’t put my pen to paper and actually write bc 1) no time, 2) no motivation and 3) impatience so I’m kinda stuck, this was all a ramble soz if u read it but thanks if u did xxx

lusialupin

ugh it rlly pains me to say this bc I’ve done it so many times but I’m thinking about completely unpublishing white blood and writing it all again as I’m just not happy with my writing; I’ve tried to edit it and make it better but no matter how hard I try, it’s always gonna be stuck in my old ‘style’ which rlly cringes me out. The thing is, I have soooo many ideas for the story and tbh I think currently it looks like it’s quite unoriginal and predictable but I just wanna get to the good bits where it’s actually unique and tells a story that I want to tell - that’s why I might start writing from scratch, as my whole plan has changed since I started a couple of years ago, I’ve grown, matured and improved HOWEVER,.. I literally have no time or energy :( I have all these wonderful (I hope) ideas that I can’t put my pen to paper and actually write bc 1) no time, 2) no motivation and 3) impatience so I’m kinda stuck, this was all a ramble soz if u read it but thanks if u did xxx