lustaerful

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guys.
          	i honestly do not know what to write.
          	but i felt that you guys might want to know the reason for my sporadic updates, and i keep saying that my life is shitty, and i know that while that isn't a reason for me to not update, while there are people who don't give a fuck about that and just want to read my book, or whatever: 
          	i just wanna say that i'm extremely sorry to all those i have disappointed. i seem to be saying that a lot these days :)

lustaerful

this message may be offensive
guys.
          i honestly do not know what to write.
          but i felt that you guys might want to know the reason for my sporadic updates, and i keep saying that my life is shitty, and i know that while that isn't a reason for me to not update, while there are people who don't give a fuck about that and just want to read my book, or whatever: 
          i just wanna say that i'm extremely sorry to all those i have disappointed. i seem to be saying that a lot these days :)

lustaerful

thank you guys so much for 40.5k!!1!
          everything in life has just been so shitty and thus i wasn't able to update.
          i'm so sorryyy

trapdoctorx

congrats on all the success! and i hope things get better for you(: 
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lustaerful

i just jumped from 38.6k to 38.9k and i can't even-
          
          but that was only possible because of my amazing readers, and some of them who actually thought to vote even got my number of votes to 2k. i love you guys so much - and i've been a shitty author by recently posting late updates.
           i've been suffering from writer's block, but i recently snapped out of it and gave you guys a double update, and i reached over 130 reads in that night, and i'm o happy. 
          
          forgive me?
          
          i s h , x o x o?