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everything disappeared again 

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oh, i’m definitely not, i was joking. i just think the shirt is funny

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if you’re topping me i’m topping you tf

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/he nodded and smiled as the other pecked his hands. he sniffled one last time, his tears drying on his face again and he let out a long sigh knowing he’d been crying for absolutely no reason; thanks… i feel embarrassed about it.
            
            /he hid in the others chest and closed his eyes; yeah, i need some water. /he gripped onto the others neck making sure to cling to him as tight as he possibly could; 
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/haydyn frowned as he looked at his boyfriend and sniffled; can you please stay with me for forever? /he asked and reached out to hug the other immediately clinging onto him. he looked down at his toothbrush and sniffled; i give up on brushing my teeth, just don’t smell my breath okay?
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mmm, okay, i just hate feeling icky like this. /he sighed and when the other got close he closed his mouth tightly. the other may not mind his bad breath but he did himself. he hated having bad breath, when the other pulled away he started speaking again; I know but this isn’t normal bad breath this is i just puked six times bad breath. /he sighed and rubbed his face feeling the other check his temperature;
            
            i haven’t gone, no. i didn’t want to go anywhere, i will don’t really wanna go anywhere. i just want to lay down and rot. i feel so gross. /he looked at his toothbrush and put toothpaste on it before sticking it in his mouth; im gonna have to buy a new toothbrush. /he groaned and then just started crying because everything felt overwhelming and he felt like butt, his face fell into his hands and he cried for a minute before starting to brush his teeth again, as he brushed he looked up at his boyfriend; do you think i need to go to the doctor? /it was muffled by his current activity but he wanted to ask, as he brushed he gagged and pulled his toothbrush out of his mouth quickly, he didn’t even care, he just spit into the toilet and then more tears fell; i can’t even brush my teeth! this is so pathetic! /his arms flailed and he pulled his lip into his teeth;
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i’m not even gonna lie to you i just woke up 

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just talk to me please 
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I love you, so so so so much. I wish i was with you forever and all the time :c
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now my board is just you me and rumi
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