lustrouspluma

lustrouspluma

Good evening! Thank you, 800 followers!
          
          Almost a month now since I last updated my ongoing story, and I genuinely miss being in front of my laptop writing. Actually, napansin na rin ng nasa paligid ko na bakit hindi na raw ako nagsusulat. Usually, when the clock strikes seven, you will find me sitting comfortably in front of my laptop, staring at the blank page, letting my thoughts run deep, and giving my fingers the freedom to let them spill. Pero nitong mga nakaraang linggo, parang hindi ko kailangan dahil sobrang saya ko. 
          
          Sa maraming bagay at sa maraming pagkakataon. 
          
          That's when I realized that I write well when I'm sad, and I stop writing whenever I feel happy. Ang weird pero... totoo. Writers like me tend to dwell and feel words more whenever we're sad and lonely. Weirdly enough, the words were so easy to recognize and feel. Pero kapag masaya, nakakalimot ako sa mga salitang nakatulong na sumalba sa akin noong nahihirapan akong huminga. And I guess... I need to work on that. 
          
          Now that I'm slowly starting to feel my words again... while I'm still happy, I sat and wrote the next chapter immediately because I want to remind myself that yes... sadness helps me to write faster and more senseful... but happiness comes from my writing too. 
          
          Because writing is for healing, too. 
          
          Have fun and love life! Goodluck!