Oh God...sorry to hear about all your problems.
Listen, it’s perfect understandable, most of the stories I wrote last year were written during the summer when I had nothing better to do than write because 2018 was a very messy year for me too!
You must not overstrain yourself, take a break every now and then, not only will you be more relaxed, but your writing will improve if you’re more calm :)
Good luck with everything! I wish you the best ;)