spooky city🎃

had a good cry today :) I notice I really bottle up my emotions, so it was kinda nice to be able to really express myself, even if i got kinda emotional

Yesterday I participated in beetwt selife day :D I actually felt really good about myself in the photos I posted, so I think I'm getting somewhere /pos

I now own a Junko keychain plush and a super danganronpa 2 keychain with Ibuki, Nagito, Izuru Kamukura, Junko, and Monokuma on it because. Impulse. 
          I'm now fully danganronpa themed for school :D

danganronpa!au with mastermind!Tubbo and main character/survior!Ranboo based off Trigger Happy Havoc
          aka Junko as Tubbo and Makoto as Ranboo
          (mastermind!Tubbo idea from a stream a few days ago I think???? I don't remember when I just kinda suddenly picked up an abandoned thought lmao, I think it's from when Tommy was more recently on the SMP)

uh I'm doing some research and now I'm almost certain I have chest dysphoria /srs
          I'm looking into binders rn but idk how to actually tell anyone??? I'm afraid I'm gonna get shut down like I did when I tried to come out as non-binary /neg

I have been looping the same song for. hours. it's been almost 4 hours lmao

motivation has just returned time to speedrun a new chapter of a fic I haven't updated since February-

okay okay better now, I don't feel sick anymore and my tl has mostly gotten more positive :D

// vent?
          
          lmao i'm trying to stay of twitter rn 'cause my whole tl is just stress, but from just glancing at it I feel sick and I can't explain why /neg
          There's so much going on and I'm trying to ignore it but almost all my friends are there and I want to talk with them but I don't want to risk really making myself sick :/ 
          just had to get that out there, I feel a lot better after just talking (or writing) something out about my feelings, so maybe this'll help a little bit

"They danced like mad..." 
          ahaha hello :D
          https://www.wattpad.com/1106389476-tonight