## H41L3Y!! <3

::   your voice is a lovely song,
          
          
          i’ve had it on repeat for years.
           
          
                           i’ve listened happily to the melody without thinking much of anyone else but us.
          
          
          
                                      only now do i decipher the lyrics, 
          
          
          
          the melancholy meaning of our time.-

:: blood forms on my fingertips from where touching your face repeatedly had drawn it.
                                       how could i have been so blind?
          
          so oblivious,
          
           to the fact that the whole time,
                                                you’ve been hurting me?
          
          
            in trivial ways 
          
          that i was willing to ignore  
          
          
                      because 
                                                                         even 
          meant 
                                       if it concerned satisfying you?
             
          
                 i mean, 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          you always did love the color red. -