i don’t know if i can continue writing x fan fic, especially like before, i wanted to finish these books so bad but after a while you lose interest, idk. i know ive said many times that i’ll try to update and just never did it’s mostly because of lack of motivation, creativity, writers block and character development, so much has happened these passed 2-3 years for me, i’m constantly changing, i will always love jahseh as a person and a mentor but idk everything is just not the same anymore, so much has changed so quickly, i don’t feel as engaged in writing these stories as i once was, if i start again and i can finish at least one book maybe i’ll continue, if i even start writing again in general there will be a possibility that i’ll just do one with random ppl tbh, this is just me ranting and i just had to let it out