luv_dos-kun

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Xavelinn

Hello there beautiful human!! thanks for the follow. I've not really known you much so I seriously have nothing much to say besides that you should take care of yourself.
          
          and i hope that the sun shines over you in the day and the moon lights up your path at night; i hope when there are always a few stray stars in the sky if nothing else to keep you company♥

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luv_dos-kun

@Xavelinn THANK YOU oml ily
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          I hate everything rn. Every goddammit time I play volleyball I remember one of my friends words. She told me I couldn't play fucking libero and I'm not good enough to be one. She told me the other libero was fucking better and it's so frustrating because the other libero isn't even and actual libero. I introduced both of them to to volleyball and now they are telling me I'm trash and I should stop playing. I wish I could stop playing. I'm beginning to hate my favorite sport more and more by day. It's even worse because I know that I can't play any other fucking position because of my height. And it's all because of height in the club I go to. I'm 5 fucking 2 and I'm apparently can't set nor hit because of my height. I. WANT. TO. OFF. MYSELF. ABD MY DAD DOESNT GET IT EITHER SO HE KEE0S MAKING ME PRACTICE TO BE A HITTER. Don't get me wrong, I love volleyball. I just hate the people who are little by little controlling me. Ever since I got on a team that wasn't one of the top teams, every single of my friends from other teams turned on me. I'm not even mad, I'm just so frustrated and confused.
          
          I'm sorry if you found yourself reading tthis. I hope I didn't waste your time. I'm just so frustrated, confused, and dissapointed in myself. I can't even quit or else I have to play basketball. Another sport where height matters. I hate my life. I'm sorry.