a bottle of low self confidence, a dash of fanboy, a sprinkle of aesthetic; and you get me! 
I'm not good looking at all compared to all my friends ;-;

I love modeling but I'm horrible at it, and I'm shorter than  my hamster
I love making YouTube videos for the internet but I'm not funny at all and no one really likes my channel 
and I'm just a screwed up and failed person so far in my life. 
please someone love me.