kai

i haven’t opened this app in years… all i can say is wow. looking back at my work, it is clear i was still a young pre-teen looking to fit into the notion of creating work about my idols. 
          
          i’ve outgrown a few of these ideals. do i miss writing? i do. the last i wrote, i believe i was still in high school. probably sophomore year, i was still just 16. now? now im 20, with a full-time job and about to get my bachelor’s. 
          
          maybe i’ll return to this platform and fulfill those dreams of writing in the way i started. but until then, we shall see. 
          
          — i hope everyone is well! 

it’s currently 1:05 a.m on a Monday morning, I have school in about 6 hours and a half, but I can’t seem to sleep. I’m working on a oneshot at this hour and I decided to take the time to thank you all for your immense support! WE DID IT GUYS! I HIT 27K!!! I honestly cannot seem to express how happy I am, but believe me, I am beyond happy. I love you all so so much, xx 

I hit 25k like a week ago on my Markson book and now I’m super close to 26k?! WHAT IS THIS SORCERY?! O.o 

https://youtu.be/XmIUK-9MU_I
          THIS IS MY YOUTUBE VIDEO WHICH I JUST UPLOADED TODAY, SO GO VIEW IT 

I JUST HAD A CRAZY IDEA! 
          I’m going to make fake twitter accounts for Mark and Jackson, so that they can correlate to certain oneshots! WOULDN’T THAT BE AMAZING?! PLEASE PLEASE ANSWER THIS

wow.. I lost 8 followers in less than an hour, but it’s all good, I don’t write to please people:) 

I JUST PUBLISHED MY FIRST BOOK OF MY MARKSON SERIES, GO READ IT! And yes they are short stories, so that book is already completed!

ATTENTION: 
          
                           I’ll be starting (very soon) a Markson Oneshot series and a Jikook Oneshot Series! As previously mentioned a while back, I got this idea from @btsrockz2 so by no means am I taking credit for any of this. The stories will be mine (obviously) but the idea of starting this series, isn’t. I really hope you guys get around to reading these oneshots:) 
          
          
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          On another note, I’ll be starting little boyxboy books very soon because I wanna branch out of fan fiction and get recognition for actual books! I hope you guys can support me on this decision. I’ll still be working with my fan fiction books, but I’ll start doing more teen fiction as well:) 

I wanna buy so much kpop merchandise and albums, but I’m going to see MONSTA X in July and I don’t wanna spend my money!! 
          
          Should I just buy the albums and merch? 
          
          Or
          
          Should I save my money for the MONSTA X concert?
          
          I feel so conflicted 

NEW IDEAS: You guys need to help me. 
          
          So I was thinking, I’m going to keep my Markson Omeshots book and I’ll continue to work on those through there. 
          
          BUT 
          
          From now on, I kinda want to make each oneshot a book on its own. Basically, just one chapter, just one book. If it has a part 2, that’ll be another book. Idk if you’re getting what I’m trying to say. What I want to do was inspired by @btsrockz2 so I hope it’s okay with that person. I won’t be focusing on a specific ship from a specific group, I’ll be doing a lot of different groups and ships:)