Today, sucked. It was my first day back to school from being suspended... but it's like most my friends not see me the same. The 5 days I was gone did something. I missed them all with all my heart. And love them all dearly. Specially Kate, and Heather. There my rock. And first day bad Kate was mad at me. And it saddened me. Wanna know what hurts the most, and not to sound like I want sympathy, cuz I don't. But it hurts the most when you like 3 people, (crushes) and your not nor ever will be with anyone of them. Ugh. It sucks.