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[ life update + chaps]
          
          hi loves, it’s 2024, and IM BACKKK
          
          so bad news, that guy and I aren’t together anymore…. yeah, he changed.
          we are currently in no contact, and the drama behind it so draining to think about.
          he isn’t the same guy I fell in love with anymore, and we tried to be friends but we jus kept arguing every single day. now he hates me for some reason? (he broke up with me because he needed to work on himself and wasn’t ready for a relationship) I find it kinda funny bc 2 months later he starts messing around with 5+ girls that are wayy younger than me but uh cool ig. i’ve been on my own and healing but he’s up to other things. enough about him, let’s get to the good stuff.
          
          I will be continuing astronomy!!!
          AND I also have a new story that i’ll be working on based off summer 2023 and the beginning of school, a lot of things happened but due to it being a bit personal, I will be tweaking it and changing it up a bit for dramatic purposes. I hope you are all excited, because i’ve improved in writing and learned A LOT of things in life recently. 
          
          stay safe and healthy loves!!
          - cai <3

[ life + possible chap update ]
          
          starting with astronomy, i will be updating the third chapter very soon with some drama on the side yk yk 
          new characters are going to be introduced!!
          
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          okay now to sum up my life so far, i’ve been really happy recently.
          summer just started and there’s this guy that i really like that has been interested in me for a while. (to the point he’s talking abt me to our mutual friend at baseball practice…) welp we’ve been talking for hours on call and he invited me to his baseball game with his family, and i loved it sm. his little sister even called me her new best friend :( it was so sweet. he’s been walking me to my door, opening the car door for me, and hugging me—it’s the cutest thing ever. ever since i’ve been talking to him my life has looked so much better, even he tells me the same thing. *i haven’t been vaping, i haven’t been falling into my old bad habits, just so much better.* i still need to work on eating actual meals but besides that everything is going well. 
          
          i know no one might care but i jus want to put this out there. everyone deserves this type of happiness and i wish YOU this happiness. to have your person and be the best version of yourself is a gift. i care about everyone and i would love this to be a safe place to talk abt anything and everything going on in your life.
          love you all, and talk to u later <3

[ update ]
          
          new and improved chapter of astronomy is out…. go check it out :)

[update + notice]
          
          i will be changing astronomy almost completely, because basing her as an astronomy major is really hard. instead, she is now a performing arts major, dreaming of becoming an actress. please re-read from the beginning once i publish the chapters again!!

i say i’m gonna finish astronomy so i better finish the damn book before i get pissed at myself . (it’s going to happen…soon?)

[ update but not really ]
          
          welp. i’ve been kinda on and off with writing recently, and today is just a whole mess:
          i went to my old friends funeral, my mom got upset with me because i wouldn’t tell her how i felt after it, went back to school right after the funeral and flunked my test, forgot about my dentist appointment and arrived last minute (in my pjs..), and lastly i bought the farewell album for txt… 
          
          idk how to feel anymore but i really do want to update as soon as i can :)

[ kinda update? ]
          i have granted the permission to yell at me for not updating bc now that i realize it while reading a book that hasn’t been updated in a very good while… i feel clueless and don’t know what’s going on—see the book is good and all but i forgot about everything. so i’m thinking that’s how you must feel if you do like my books and i jus haven’t updated them in MONTHSSS. i’m sorry loves :/// 
          i’ll update soon with something interesting!

[ new & complete book? ]
          I’m whipping something up rn and I’m close to finishing it before posting the complete book—it is a short story, and it’ll take me a while more but i will publish it eventually!!

i’m forcing myself to update royal hate-love while also adding on to astronomy yayaya

[ update ]
          im taking today just to focus on astronomy, andddd i’ve decided to plan out each chapter.. i’m almost done, all i have to do is finish a few more than i’ll start writing in the chapter ahhh