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I HAVE A BOYFRIEND YALL 10/08/2024

ONE OF MY FUCKING BRACKETS FELL OFFF WTF

Happy New Years

Techno would be proud tbh and HES SO PRETTY OMG BRO HE IS SO FINE TOO I'M SO FUCKING PROUD OF HIM and fuck you if you think he looks ugly or that guy from shrek. get a fucking life you're literally someone who's probably in their 20's or fucking 30's still living in their parents house with no job and didn't graduate high school yet or probably someone who skips class and thinks its so cool or someone who says the n word at school and claims their not racist online. so shut the fuck up nobody wants your damn opinion or wants to fucking hear it, he's fucking pretty nobody can change my mind.

An honor of Alex I will delete the dreamnoblade reading list because it will be disrespectful if I keep it up 
          
          Rest in Peace Alex 
          Thank you for everything I will never forget you and you are one of the reasons I'm still alive 
          I'll see you soon King.

Someone complimented my pins on my bag today it made my whole day I'm so happy rn :D

My teacher assigned a 'group project' and everyone knows each other and I don't, for some reason I feel like everyone hates me, and I feel like everyone is judging me for how I look and how I speak even though I hardly talk to people and I fucking hate talking to people because how my voice sounds like, I act like myself when I'm with my family but at school I'm different and if I act like myself at school other people would either stare at me with disgust or annoyed and I fucking hate it so god damn much.. I feel like crying right now but I can't because I'm in class and I don't want anyone to stare a me

FUCK IM FUCKING CRYING SPIDER MAN NO WAY JOME ENDING MADE ME CRY  FUXK IM SOBBING  

Imagine having no friends lmao couldn't be me :)

Just lost my 3 bestfriend's :)
          and I just wasted 5 years of their lives..
          and I hate myself for it.. and I always will..