@luvyaevrin
Oh my god its been years.. i now opened my eyes through out the years that LIFE ISNT ALL THAT! its not that deep. Hi, im rin from 2024, 19 now. Can you believe that?? Last time i remember i was 17??? This feels like timecapsule. Life update, im still alive, things happened, things i wanted happened, and i feel great after what happened from my 17 self.
I rather be flirtatious than committed to someone. I sounds like a hoe who sleeps around but I only protecting myself from heartbreaks. bcs nobody wants to take care of my heart like I have done. so why not become someone I never expected myself would be?
I wanna be someone else so bad
my first healing phase was January, second was March and third was June,, see how it only last three months?
oh, and this is rin w her 3rd healing process bcs her ex gf left her like she worth nothing :3 hello <3
Ive learnt that healing won't last. by the time you actually heal where the time people stop existing- you lied to yourself that you're happy to hide the fact how worried you were how it would end at last. but heal? was never there. you only bring yourself to believe that you 'heal' at time when you were happy and breaks by dawn when people left you for multiple occasions.
I'm trying to heal myself pls don't be rude or bully me. I wanna heal and be happy again. Thank you very much <3
Feel free to explore love <3
I'm a new person next year. It's nice to be 'nice'. Experiencing what would happen if you too nice, I wish next year won't be hard for me to act like idgaf.
