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out on cliché rooftops overlooking sunset while practicing your serenade for who,  i wonder.    you know me, a teensy tinsy bit the jealous type. 

TRADITION IS NOT THE WORSHIP OF THE ASHES,  BUT THE PRESERVATION OF THE FIRE.          /           THE PROPHET GIRL, CHOSEN BY THE SUN, DO YOU HEAR GODS WHISPERING SILENT STARDUST WORDS?       CURSED DAUGHTER, UTTERING INSANITIES NOBODY BELIEVES.           DO YOU REGRET TAKING THE VOW?

*    미안해, meaning i'm sorry.

꒰ ა    C⃨ ᴴᴼᔆᴱᴺ     ᴮʸ        S⃨ ᵁᴺ   ໒ ꒱
            ❮  @SCINTRED  ❯   ☼    w⃨e⃨  ⨍ind
            ourselves          solaris  |  aurelia.
                            c⃨ᵒⁿˢᵘᵐᵉᵈ    ⅋      ˡᵒˢᵗ‧
            ───────────────
            ¹     ᵖʳᵒᵖʰᵉᵗ ᵍⁱʳˡ      •   ⭒   •       my       heart 
            ᵃᵘʳᵉˡⁱᵃ ʸᵘⁿ | ˢᵒˡᵃʳⁱˢ                    aches at the 
            sight of matthew,  each step he takes
            gnawing away at me.   i extend an 
            arm reaching out to him, but draw
             it back to my side at the sound of 
            ra’s disapproval.
            
            ᴹᴱᴺᵀᴬᴸ   ⟢       해,        ❨   i.   ᵃᵛᵃᵗᵃʳ  ʳᵃ.    ❩⠀
            ▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀    TSK, TSK, TSK. YOUR
            HEART BLINDS YOU, AURELIA. I MADE
            YOU MY AVATAR TO PROTECT THE
             WORLD, NOT TO BE DISTRACTED
             WITH SOME LOVERS’ QUARREL.
            ───────────────
            ⭒    ᵃᵘʳᵉˡⁱᵃ ʸᵘⁿ | ˢᵒˡᵃʳⁱˢ   (...) why must you
            always invade my /private/ life? leave
            us, leave matt out of this, you 
            shouldn’t be here.
                                (a͟v͟a͟t͟a͟r͟,͟ ͟r͟a͟.͟)⠀ ᴬ‧ᴿ
            HAH! YOU HUMOR ME, TRULY.  YOU 
            SHOULD KNOW BETTER. YOU 
            SIGNED YOUR PRIVACY AWAY THE
            MOMENT YOU FIRST WORE THE 
            ARMORS,   YUN.
            
            ▀▀▀▀▀▀    MATTHEW NEVER FAILS
            TO CHALLENGE AURELIA IN NEW
            WAYS, THERE’S JUST SOMETHING, 
            SOMETHING ABOUT HIM THAT HAD
            ALWAYS BAFFLED AURELIA, A PART
            OF HIM THAT SHE COULD NEVER
            UNDERSTAND. MAYBE IT WAY HE
            DEVOTES HIMSELF TO GOD, OR 
            THE WAY HE DIGS HIS KNEES INTO 
            A CHURCH’S PEW, SHE’D NEVER 
            TRULY BE ABLE TO LAND HER 
            FINGER ON IT. HE LEAVES HER 
            CONFUSED; HE LEAVES HER WITH
            AN ACHING HEART. STILL, SHE 
            RETURNS TO HIM.
            
            
              •   •   •     ༊          ᴿᴬ   *    ᔆᴼᴸ       〞
                            〞 it’s not your fault, so don’t   .. don’t worry about it. 미안해, (...) just take care of yourself too, alright? promise me.    〞

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                 「  @luxlaris   ┊  m.m   」
            THERE’S   TIMES,   ᵂᴴᴱᴿᴱ  ᵀᴴᴱ  ᴸᴬᵂ     
                            ISN’T   H⅁ՈONƎ       ›  
                                              ┈─ 
            
            ₛₜₐₜₑₘₑₙₜ    ₍ ₁ ₎            ᜰ      MATTHEW SCOFFS when aurelia speaks.  not sinners,  hah.  we all are.  maybe that was the beauty of humanity.  all the mistakes    &⃨     faults.  sometimes, it’s a hard thing to grasp that jesus himself was made of flesh the same flesh    &⃨     blood we bleed.  we all bleed, but he’s the only one who always forgives.  it’s a shame.  ❲     ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ⁿᵒᵗᵉ⠘ matthew shifts away  &⃨     aurelia’s heart races, spiking each second.   ᵉⁿᵈ ⁿᵒᵗᵉ‧    ❳     HE WANTED TO RUN AWAY FROM THIS UGLY FEELING EATING HIM UP INSIDE, he could not face the goddess within aurelia   &⃨     THE VERY GOD he prays to every night, burying his knees into cold, leather, pews.    matthew runs from the very god he cannot grasp, and also runs towards him for understanding.  what a silly game.❲     ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ⁿᵒᵗᵉ⠘ aurelia is easy to read, she’s confused,    &⃨     obviously conflicted on the next step. where should they go from here?  ᵉⁿᵈ ⁿᵒᵗᵉ‧    ❳       THE HELM that protects matthew from the elements suddenly feels too tight,     &⃨      too warm.  he needed to get away.  
            
            ₛₜₐₜₑₘₑₙₜ ₍₂₎     ᵒʳᵈᵉʳ ⁱⁿ ᶜᵒᵘʳᵗ‧    ᜰ      MATTHEW TAKES A FEW MORE STEPS BACK   ⁽ ᵗⁱᵖ, ᵗᵃᵖ ⁾     paranoia is gnawing away at his gut   &⃨     aurelia is unfortunately caught up in this ugly storm.  he would make it up to her later, matthew could promise her that. 
            
            
                      ⧼    S͟T͟A͟R͟T͟ ͟Q͟U͟O͟T͟E͟    ❛   I̲⃨ ─┈   I need to go Solaris.   Sorry,  it’s my fault  ⁽ ᵘʰᵐ ⁾  patrol is over for tonight.  Please, take care of yourself. I⃨’⃨m⃨ n⃨o⃨t⃨ s⃨u⃨r⃨e⃨ i⃨f⃨ we should talk or meet again anytime soon.  I need time,  time alone.  N⃨o⃨ e⃨r⃨e⃨s⃨ t⃨u⃨, s⃨o⃨y⃨ y⃨o⃨ .  ⁽ ⁱᵗ’ˢ ᵐᵉ, ⁿᵒᵗ ʸᵒᵘ‧ ⁾   Our regular coffee date is uhm,  off too.  (…)    It’s late.  Head home,  I’ll  (..)   I’ll walk you home.  ❜               E͟N͟D͟ ͟Q͟U͟O͟T͟E͟

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