luxzine

once again, i apologize for the lack of updates on everything. i'm gonna have to figure something out for No Escape, cuz i've had plenty of chapters written in advance for forever now, but they're just so long and filled with so much stuff that only contributes to the abysmally gargantuan slow-burn that it is. and that's on top of already having cut out some chapters and replacing them with different ones (the cut chaps will still be published at the very end as optional reads). but i don't know how i want to go about that, and it's been so long since i've written anything for the story that i'd have to not only re-read everything i've already written but also the tens—if not borderline hundreds—of thousands of words i've not yet published before taking on such a task. and as you can imagine, that's a lot of time and effort.
          	
          	i also still have like two more completed skk one-shots still just sitting in the back, but one is so mid and short that idk if it's worth posting at all. the other is a short story that i keep going back and forth on whether or not i want to do more with it, cuz if i do, there's more to write and edit, and if not, i still have to edit it to change and remove things that were added under the assumption of a furthered plot. ugh, and it also means making another cover and dealing with the usual, obligatory crap for wattpad specifically. and i haven't decided on a title for it yet lol. i gave it a tentative one at the beginning, but i just don't know about it, and if i change it, i have to change the (tentative) chapter titles as well.

poopybutt1001

Yes No Escape!! I’ve missed it dearly! Super excited to see what you put out, absolutely no stress, take your time! Love your stuff
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luxzine

once again, i apologize for the lack of updates on everything. i'm gonna have to figure something out for No Escape, cuz i've had plenty of chapters written in advance for forever now, but they're just so long and filled with so much stuff that only contributes to the abysmally gargantuan slow-burn that it is. and that's on top of already having cut out some chapters and replacing them with different ones (the cut chaps will still be published at the very end as optional reads). but i don't know how i want to go about that, and it's been so long since i've written anything for the story that i'd have to not only re-read everything i've already written but also the tens—if not borderline hundreds—of thousands of words i've not yet published before taking on such a task. and as you can imagine, that's a lot of time and effort.
          
          i also still have like two more completed skk one-shots still just sitting in the back, but one is so mid and short that idk if it's worth posting at all. the other is a short story that i keep going back and forth on whether or not i want to do more with it, cuz if i do, there's more to write and edit, and if not, i still have to edit it to change and remove things that were added under the assumption of a furthered plot. ugh, and it also means making another cover and dealing with the usual, obligatory crap for wattpad specifically. and i haven't decided on a title for it yet lol. i gave it a tentative one at the beginning, but i just don't know about it, and if i change it, i have to change the (tentative) chapter titles as well.

poopybutt1001

Yes No Escape!! I’ve missed it dearly! Super excited to see what you put out, absolutely no stress, take your time! Love your stuff
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luxzine

will try to publish another skk one-shot soon. i still have some that are complete but that i haven't published yet. it just feels like so much work to publish anything, even if it's already written. and, y'know, writing it is like 95% of the work. but somehow, every time, regardless of what i'm publishing, that last 5% is always what ends up being the thing that makes me delay publishing stuff the most.

luxzine

2 upcoming one-shots for Valentine's Day. Will probably post them today or tomorrow. They're both short (for once in my life). One's for BNHA, the other's for BSD.
          
          • "Chocolate Heart" (BNHA). This will be published as its own fic since I just don't have a pre-existing fic to put it in.
          • "Forget the Chocolate" (BSD). This one will go into my SKK one-shot fic.
          
          That's all. Take care, and if you're like me and aren't celebrating Valentine's Day with anyone or even doing anything for the holiday, you aren't alone lol.

luxzine

they've both been published. i know, rare for me to a) post anything, b) post more than one new fic in a day, c) post anything bakudeku (makes sense, tho, given that i don't really like the ship), d) post something that's actually short, e) post anything for valentine's day specifically.
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luxzine

sorry for the lack of, well, everything. i might update this weekend, i might not. i'm also considering a valentine's day one-shot or two, but don't be surprised if i don't end up writing anything lol.

luxzine

there is at least one valentine's day one-shot (super short) i've started working on. see, sometimes i post things like the og message here cuz it often results in my spontaneously wanting to spite myself and do whatever it is i'm iffy on anyway. though, this one's gonna be an absolute pain to post on wattpad (no smut, so it's not cuz of that). if you know me, you can probably read between the lines there.
            
            this one-shot is for bnha. what ship? here's a massive hint: i don't really like this ship. no matter how many times i've written it, i still don't really like it. so, why did i pick this one in particular? frankly, it was the first to come to mind, and why that is will be apparent.
            
            anyway, i'll consider doing a valentine's day one-shot for bsd too. i'm just clueless as to what i'd write.
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luxzine

may or may not be writing a crossover christmas special one-shot with tdbk and skk... was this an impulse write? yes. a last-minute write? yes. a write with no planning and just letting fate take the wheel? yes. a crackhead write? yes.
          
          idk where i'd even post this. maybe i'll just stick it in my tdbk scenarios fic. with the 0 planning it has, i can already say it'll just be fluff and crack. i know, an absolute rarity from me if it's not from
          my tdbk incorrect fic. basically 0 angst? from me?
          
          don't be surprised if this ends up getting published after the 25th with super rushed writing and a completely crackheaded "plot."

lostindisassociation

Hello there how are you? :) so I discovered your account like six months ago and ever since then you’ve been one of my favourite writers here and yours stories have been my comfort for a while like seriously your talent is insane! <3 (huge Todoroki fan here). I did however notice that you left the bnha fandom so I wanted to ask if that means we should not expect more bnha stories from you. That’s all hope you are well, byeeee! (It took insane courage to actually post this cause I have anxiety and I don’t want people to know I exist lmao)

luxzine

@lostindisassociation 
            okay, what's truly sweet is your nice comments here. but good, good, and you should be proud of yourself for being able to work through the "post" paralysis, with all that in mind (literally lol). don't feel like you have to comment, though.
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lostindisassociation

oh my gosh you are so sweet! I’m also doing well and I’m really excited to see more content from you. Also that last paragraph felt sooooo relatable I felt like you were reading me like an open book cause that’s exactly how it happened haha. Anyway you are so kind and thoughtful I’m kind of encouraged to start leaving some comments in the stories too, who knows ;)
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luxzine

@lostindisassociation 
            heya! i'm doing all right, and i hope you are as well. dang— honestly, i'm incredibly flattered, and i'm also glad to know that my stories have been able to bring some comfort.
            
            haha so i actually left many years ago, but i've still posted more bnha-related content since then. todoroki is just kind of that comfort character i tend to turn to when i want to write something, and i end up in the weird situation i'm in now lol. so, it's definitely still possible that i'll have more new bnha stories or one-shots in the future. 
            
            thanks for reaching out, despite the posting anxiety, cuz trust me, i know that that really can take a LOT of courage to push through. so fun when hitting "post" goes from a split-second action to something you have your finger hovering over for the next eternity while every imaginable existential scenario plays out in your head. anyway, don't feel pressured to reply, and i hope you're doing well too.
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katie_14765

heyyy! It's been such a long time oh my god. You remember me from last year (I think)?

luxzine

@katie_14765 
            wishing you the best of luck!
            
            that is the realest thing i've seen today— and sometimes it's hard to get into the flow of things even after you have prompts or ideas, but once you start making those connections and finding ways to string them together, it can be a nice stream of thought and a web of controlled chaos.
            
            ikr. it's one of those things that you can use almost all your senses for and really just be in the heart of without even having to imagine anything like with reading. you don't even need context. what would we do without music?
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katie_14765

@luxzine once i get back to practicing rollerskating after quite a while ill see if i can nail the balance without support then learn a few tricks :)
            
            I've had ideas of doing that but keep forgetting to whenever i actually get the chance to write. Actually i just remembered it's been a while since i journaled, so i should just pick sum prompts that are song related and go with it
            
            That's why music is such a way to express, create, and feel, not just listen to your ears. You can visualize moments, create dreams, lighten your mood, all over the variations of sound! It's crazy
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luxzine

@katie_14765 
            ah, yeah, i'm sure the initial learning curve has gotta be one of the most challenging. hopefully you're smooth sailing (ig "skating" here lol) with a little more practice.
            
            that's awesome you find that it's a healthy outlet! have you ever thought about trying to write songs or just lyrics with some of the things you've written down?
            
            i can definitely see how you'd settle on rock since, fr, it does have a lot of subgenres that can encompass quite the spectrum of different things. and that's just one of the joys of music—there's a piece of music out there for everyone, no matter the circumstances.
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