luxzine

almost forgot to post this, but if you happen to see this, happy new year's, and i hope your 2026 is at least an upgrade from 2025.

luxzine

may or may not be writing a crossover christmas special one-shot with tdbk and skk... was this an impulse write? yes. a last-minute write? yes. a write with no planning and just letting fate take the wheel? yes. a crackhead write? yes.
          
          idk where i'd even post this. maybe i'll just stick it in my tdbk scenarios fic. with the 0 planning it has, i can already say it'll just be fluff and crack. i know, an absolute rarity from me if it's not from
          my tdbk incorrect fic. basically 0 angst? from me?
          
          don't be surprised if this ends up getting published after the 25th with super rushed writing and a completely crackheaded "plot."

lostindisassociation

Hello there how are you? :) so I discovered your account like six months ago and ever since then you’ve been one of my favourite writers here and yours stories have been my comfort for a while like seriously your talent is insane! <3 (huge Todoroki fan here). I did however notice that you left the bnha fandom so I wanted to ask if that means we should not expect more bnha stories from you. That’s all hope you are well, byeeee! (It took insane courage to actually post this cause I have anxiety and I don’t want people to know I exist lmao)

luxzine

@lostindisassociation 
            okay, what's truly sweet is your nice comments here. but good, good, and you should be proud of yourself for being able to work through the "post" paralysis, with all that in mind (literally lol). don't feel like you have to comment, though.
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lostindisassociation

oh my gosh you are so sweet! I’m also doing well and I’m really excited to see more content from you. Also that last paragraph felt sooooo relatable I felt like you were reading me like an open book cause that’s exactly how it happened haha. Anyway you are so kind and thoughtful I’m kind of encouraged to start leaving some comments in the stories too, who knows ;)
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luxzine

@lostindisassociation 
            heya! i'm doing all right, and i hope you are as well. dang— honestly, i'm incredibly flattered, and i'm also glad to know that my stories have been able to bring some comfort.
            
            haha so i actually left many years ago, but i've still posted more bnha-related content since then. todoroki is just kind of that comfort character i tend to turn to when i want to write something, and i end up in the weird situation i'm in now lol. so, it's definitely still possible that i'll have more new bnha stories or one-shots in the future. 
            
            thanks for reaching out, despite the posting anxiety, cuz trust me, i know that that really can take a LOT of courage to push through. so fun when hitting "post" goes from a split-second action to something you have your finger hovering over for the next eternity while every imaginable existential scenario plays out in your head. anyway, don't feel pressured to reply, and i hope you're doing well too.
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katie_14765

heyyy! It's been such a long time oh my god. You remember me from last year (I think)?

luxzine

@katie_14765 
            wishing you the best of luck!
            
            that is the realest thing i've seen today— and sometimes it's hard to get into the flow of things even after you have prompts or ideas, but once you start making those connections and finding ways to string them together, it can be a nice stream of thought and a web of controlled chaos.
            
            ikr. it's one of those things that you can use almost all your senses for and really just be in the heart of without even having to imagine anything like with reading. you don't even need context. what would we do without music?
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katie_14765

@luxzine once i get back to practicing rollerskating after quite a while ill see if i can nail the balance without support then learn a few tricks :)
            
            I've had ideas of doing that but keep forgetting to whenever i actually get the chance to write. Actually i just remembered it's been a while since i journaled, so i should just pick sum prompts that are song related and go with it
            
            That's why music is such a way to express, create, and feel, not just listen to your ears. You can visualize moments, create dreams, lighten your mood, all over the variations of sound! It's crazy
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luxzine

@katie_14765 
            ah, yeah, i'm sure the initial learning curve has gotta be one of the most challenging. hopefully you're smooth sailing (ig "skating" here lol) with a little more practice.
            
            that's awesome you find that it's a healthy outlet! have you ever thought about trying to write songs or just lyrics with some of the things you've written down?
            
            i can definitely see how you'd settle on rock since, fr, it does have a lot of subgenres that can encompass quite the spectrum of different things. and that's just one of the joys of music—there's a piece of music out there for everyone, no matter the circumstances.
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luxzine

"Antithetical Antitheses | Soukoku" has been posted on AO3 (exclusively, at least for now. I might publish it on Wattpad later). I've decided not to announce this, so if you happen to stumble across this message and are interested, here's the link:
          
          https://archiveofourown.org/works/74924366

luxzine

will probably post the skk one-shot collection fic sometime this week or this weekend. i have another one-shot for it in the works, and i have an idea for another one after that.
            
            where is this motivation for all my actual stories??? come on—
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luxzine

i finished the one-shot that was in the works. it's a christmas special, and let's just say it ended up being like twice as long as it should've been for all the wrong reasons. classic me.
            
            it's not as long as Oblivion, but it's still a hefty one. though, it'll probably be like 2k words shorter on wattpad. if you know what i'm implying here, congratulations. yes, that's in this one-shot. i really didn't want to write it, so i'm glad that that's over.
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luxzine

i probably will post it on wattpad, much to my chagrin. i made a cover, and it's not great, but it looks way better than the trash heap i put for Oblivion. now i just need to figure out what i'm gonna do for the obligatory warnings and stuff.
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luxzine

will probably post (only on ao3 purely bc i'm too lazy to cross-post it and ao3 is way easier for me to post on for numerous reasons that i could spend the rest of the day going off on) the first chap of a skk short story today or within the next few days. 
          
          "but your other stories... you're releasing another story when you have so many things we've been waiting on??"
          
          it was supposed to be a one-shot, okay? so, it's done, but it got too long, and already, Oblivion was too long of a one-shot for my taste, so... and i'm still just basking in the writing motivation i have to write these things since i have none for everything i should be writing or at least publishing. basically, i'm hoping that writing these gives me a spark of inspiration or smth to get back into gear with the stories i need to update. bc as it is, this has essentially been my reintegration into the world of writing, and i honestly didn't know if i'd even be able to get back into writing and publishing again at all. 
          
          i thought to myself how nice it would be if i just deleted my account or went on an indefinite hiatus, but then i decided to rewatch bsd and read some of the light novels, and that dream went out the window (for the umpteenth time). so, here i am, still writing and publishing things.
          
          but i digress. idk if i'll announce this short story when i post it, but if i don't, i'll still leave a post on my message board like i'm doing now.

luxzine

and i'll drop the link to it.
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luxzine

uh, sorry for disappearing. new soukoku one-shot "Oblivion" has been released.
          
          i also apologize for the wait on the stories i just updated.
          
          and as for the random skk drop... i don't think i've ever really talked about or mentioned bsd before, but it's a series i hold dear. writing this was a much-needed breath of fresh air. and i mean, let's face it, if you know me, you know that as much as i love writing angst, i also love writing crackheaded goofy shenanigans, and the dynamic between dazai and chuuya gives me a perfect blend of both.
          
          anyway, i apologize again for vanishing into the ether and leaving you all hanging with no updates for forever. unfortunately, i don't think i'll be able to get back into any kind of updating schedule as of right now, so i don't know when the next set of updates will be. i know that must be beyond frustrating and annoying, and i take full responsibility for it.
          
          i can't guarantee anything, so please don't get your hopes up if this doesn't happen, but i'll see if i can update again sometime later this month, in december, or in january.
          
          anyway, hope you guys enjoy. ikikik, the cover is really...not good. but listen, i wasn't planning on posting this on wattpad at all solely to save myself the trouble of making another horrendous book cover. and i SWEAR i tried to make this one short, and it's actually nothing short of a miracle that this one-shot ended up being as "short" as it is. haha, wait. maybe a certain character's shortness unknowingly contributed to this...
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/403536686-oblivion-soukoku

luxzine

right, i forgot to mention this as well. okay, comments. i'm so sorry, but i just do not have the time to go through all the comments i've gotten in the past however many months it's been. if you left a comment you really want me to see, @ me in the thread. or, if it doesn't spoil anything, you can post it here, if you want (since ik it's a pain and a half trying to go back to specific comments you made if it's not in a thread where you can just use your notif feed as a backlog). i feel terrible, though, since i've always tried to read all my comments since you guys went out of your way and took the time to write them, so the least i can do is read them.
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luxzine

to any who happen to see this, there might just be a new one-shot (aka, something already completed right out of the gait) coming this weekend.
          
          this character duo i've yet to write about might want some bandages once they realize the gravity of their situation...
          
          (yes, this was supposed to be an extremely obvious hint.)

luxzine

...did i seriously write "gait" instead of "gate?" that's legit the first time i've ever done that. well, i apologize in advance if my exhaustion continues to creep its way into my posts/writing.
            
            anyway, i might post it on ao3 first, and then here on wattpad a bit later.
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