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Hey y'all! 
          
          UPDATES: We most likely won't get a chapter on Monday, seeing as I have exams these next two weeks and a total of 600+ words, but I promise to work hard and try to get this out by next weekend! 
          
          Also, it was my birthday yesterday! A year older, not a year wiser. WOOHOO!
          
          Uhh.. what else was I going to say? I have no idea.
          
          'Ghost X Soap' is consuming my entire being, so expect a CoD-inspired fic in, like, 2029 or something lmao. UHHHHHH... OH.
          
          To make up for this week's missing chapter, I have recently indulged in poetry.  So, you can see where this is going, I have written my first ever poem (Inspired by Ethel Cain). Now, it is rough, so bear with me (first time doing this). 
          
          Uhh.. ENJOY! (?)
          
          Consumed by You (Inspired by ‘Strangers’ - Ethel Cain)
          
          "What is love if not the shackles forged for a bleeding heart,
          The containment of a precious vessel,
          The blood that stains your hands.
          
          If love is that of a ravenous beast, 
          I hope it consumes my being whole,
          Until the feast is finished,
          And my bones lie beside your feet,
          I’ll be left to question:
          
          Was it love?
          
          If love is a wound that never closes,
          Let every scar spell your name,
          Until I no longer remember my own,
          And I am left to question:
          
          Was it love?
          
          If love is my blood upon your tongue,
           Sink your teeth into my flesh and beg for more,
          Relish the flavour,
          Wear its stain so proudly,
          Allow no river to rinse you of this sin,
          So that long after I’m gone,
          You still carry proof I was here,
          And still I wonder:
          
          Was it love?
          
          If love is all of these things,
          Maybe it wasn’t love that I desired,
          Maybe it was you."
          
          
          AYYYYYY... ANYWAY, REMEMBER TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES AND BE GENTLE, YOU'RE TRYING YOUR BEST AND THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS! STAY HEALTHY! <33
          
          LOVE YOU ALL! <3
          
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Thank you guys so much for 1k on 'Lights Out'!! It means the world to me! ♡
          
          (This is NOT copy & pasted, I'm functioning on hope & dreams right now, hush lmao)
          
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Thank you guys so much for 1k reads on 'Candycanes & Cigarettes'!! It means the world to me to see people enjoying my writing. 
          
          I love you all so so much and I am forever grateful for all the support you send my way! I hope y'all continue to enjoy my works! ♡♡♡
          
          Remember to stay hydrated, rest well, eat well, and listen to your body! Be gentle with yourself, it is your first time living so it is okay to feel lost/behind! I am here with y'all every step of the way, and I hope you are there for me too! 
          
          ♡♡♡
          
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Hey y'all!! 
          
          SO...
          
          I am not the one for schedules, as you know. However, I was thinking rather deeply today and MAYBE I may indulge in the so called 'routine'. 
          
          So, every two weeks on a Monday, I'll post a chapter. 
          
          HOWEVER
          
          Do NOT hold me to this. I am a spontaneous writer, and will have good writing days and really poor ones. This will be a general base I will try to follow, but of course, things may happen and I may be slow to post. 
          
          I will try to keep within the frame, but please understand if I simply cannot. I write in my free time, this is nothing more than a hobby.
          
          I will keep y'all updated! ♡
          
          Love, Lucky ♡
          
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After just a little over a month, lvckyATZ returns!!
          
          HEHEHEHEHTT....
          
          Lights Out re-write is out now! I hope you enjoy this journey as much as I will, and stick around to unveil all that MATZ have to hide.
          
          GOD, I'M SO EXCITED TO BE BACK ♡
          
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New theme! >o<
          
          Y'all like? 
          
          New theme, new me! Woohoo!! <33
          
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1 week left...
          
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Hey my lil charms!
          
          How are y'all?
          
          So, I just came here to announce a few things...
          
          First things first, I have always been a big advocate for mental health matters and have always been very open about it. As a person who strongly suffers from it, I know how hard and daunting it can be to stay committed and to keep going, especially when life hits you with the biggest plot twists. My primary focus upon re-opening my acc is to accomodate my mental health as I feel like I haven't been able to do that since starting last year. 
          
          For me personally, I know I won't get better. It is one of them things where I have big ups and low downs, there will never be a moment where I can say I am healing, or am healed. I have come to terms with this. But, I simply refuse to let it control me. So, I am going to accept my fate and push forward, starting with this account.
          
          'lvckyATZ' has always been a big part of who I am, and I will always appreciate the little community I have built here. However, mh has constantly gotten in the way of me being able to connect with you all thoroughly. You all know how much I appreciate every single one of you, so when the thought of quitting first crossed my mind, I knew I had to find a way to get myself out of this hole. I would never forgive myself I allowed MH to tear away the one thing that truly felt like mine. 
          
          I just hope you all stay with me, and understand that chapters/fics will be updated and uploaded when I have the time. I am not the one for schedules so updates will be particularly random! 
          
          I hope you all understand! ♡
          
          ONE FINAL NOTE... A GOOD ONE TO END ON...
          
          'Lights Out {Rewrite}' will be uploaded on the 4th of May. This update will include: character boards, links, author notes, playlist, and a prologue. 
          
          The original fic will not be posted until a later date. Now, I am unsure whether or not it will be during my May break or during June. I hope you all bare with me, and support the new LO!
          
          Love you all so so much!
          
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Hello y'all! 
          
          It's been a hot minute... 
          
          Well, I've been busy doing... fuck all. BUT HEY! Mental recovery is important. 
          
          I recently have been hyperfixating on SKZ and after some thought opened a SKZ branch of my acc (lvckySKZ) so yeahhh...
          
          Due to a block, I literally have not touched ANY of my docs until recently. I have gained many new ideas and refinements for old ideas so I'm currently working on them. 
          
          I have no idea when I am going to upload the first few sections of 'Lights Out {Rewrite}' as I have been (and still am) suffering from Imposter Syndrome like REALLY bad soooooo... 
          
          BUT, thank you to my two little trons for keeping motivated to actually get some work done (you know who you are, and if you don't, I seriously worry for you).
          
          Anyway, I just thought I'd come here to tell you I haven't just disappeared for good and I am still, very much, here. I am VERY, VERY active on Tiktok if any of you want to yap or just tune in to my chaotic ass notes and shenanigans. 
          
          Remember to stay safe, and healthy. Drink loads of water, eat well, and rest well! Love you all ♡
          
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Hello there. Do y’all mind checking out my new book? I’m new to English community so I appreciate ur attention ~ 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1618657951?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading&wp_uname=aisodium