lvckyATZ

Hey, my lil charms! <3
          	
          	I'm so sorry for being kind of inactive, both here and on TikTok. I swear, I'm not ghosting you lol. Life is hectic, and I just thought it'd be nice if I spent the last of my summer enjoying it. NOT SAYING THAT WRITING ALL SUMMER ISN'T FUN. But I just wanted some air to breathe. 
          	
          	I promise that you should get a new 'Lights Out' chapter by this weekend. If not, next Wednesday. Also, brings me to my next point: thank you so much for 2k on 'Lights Out'! It means the world to me, and I am forever grateful for all of you! <3
          	
          	I start school in around 2 weeks. Unfortunately, it will be my busiest academic year, as I have my final exams. I do not know what this means for 'lvckyATZ' yet; I don't know if I'll go on hiatus. I'll try my best to keep you all updated and push out as many chapters as I can until I die.
          	
          	Thank you! I love you all <33
          	
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cutiemark_aurora_

@lvckyATZ take all the time you need Lucky. Your health and your life comes first and we will all patiently wait here. Take care!! Love you <33
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lvckyATZ

Hey, my lil charms! <3
          
          I'm so sorry for being kind of inactive, both here and on TikTok. I swear, I'm not ghosting you lol. Life is hectic, and I just thought it'd be nice if I spent the last of my summer enjoying it. NOT SAYING THAT WRITING ALL SUMMER ISN'T FUN. But I just wanted some air to breathe. 
          
          I promise that you should get a new 'Lights Out' chapter by this weekend. If not, next Wednesday. Also, brings me to my next point: thank you so much for 2k on 'Lights Out'! It means the world to me, and I am forever grateful for all of you! <3
          
          I start school in around 2 weeks. Unfortunately, it will be my busiest academic year, as I have my final exams. I do not know what this means for 'lvckyATZ' yet; I don't know if I'll go on hiatus. I'll try my best to keep you all updated and push out as many chapters as I can until I die.
          
          Thank you! I love you all <33
          
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cutiemark_aurora_

@lvckyATZ take all the time you need Lucky. Your health and your life comes first and we will all patiently wait here. Take care!! Love you <33
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lvckyATZ

Bored? Wanting a new server to join?
          
          Well, I have the perfect thing for you!
          
          Come and join 'Lvcky's Vault'! This is a community-based server, focused on building a strong community whilst also maintaining an all-inclusive area for everyone to join! Reader? Writer? In passing? We'll welcome you all! 
          
          Participate in our various channels, such as the activities centre, general media, writing sprint sign-ups, and beta reading. This is the server for EVERYONE! 
          
          I hope to see you there! <33
          
          Link: https://discord.gg/hAQMBGkaT
          
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          (P.S. Any issues, please DM me on Tiktok/Instagram)

lvckyATZ

Chapter 3 of 'Lights Out' is up now!
          
          I am so incredibly sorry for the wait! School genuinely sucks ass and this heatwave is draining me so I really tried lmao.
          
          I hope you enjoy it and it isn't bad although it isn't my best work so far! 
          
          HAVE FUNNN LMAOO 
          
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lvckyATZ

Hey y'all...
          
          Imma just drop a lil something something that I  quickly came up with, seeing as I feel really bad for the long ass wait for LO.
          
          ENJOY!!!
          
          Name: Make it out
          
          'Cold breath, cold hands, 
          And yet my heart was always warm,
          I gave everything,
          Only to receive nothing,
          Is it better to be selfish?
          
          Something inside me pleads that you’d get better,
          I did all I could,
          I made the ribbons, the posts, the support links,
          Formed bridges you never bothered to cross,
          
          All I got was the same neglect,
          While suffering alone,
          Encasing me in walls,
          Burying me in irrelevance,
          Is it better to save yourself?
          
          You’re not better now, are you?
          I really am sorry I couldn’t help,
          But I’m glad I made it out,
          I promise.
          
          Call me selfish,
          Call me self-centered,
          I’d rather save myself,
          Than drown beside someone,
          Who never wanted to swim.'
          
          Yeahh, anyway! Remember to stay healthy, rest well, eat well, and stay hydrated! Take care of yourselves and remember you all are human and are allowed to make mistakes!
          
          Love y'all! <33
          
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lvckyATZ

After 2 weeks of endless suffering, late nights, and zero studying hours, exam season is finally finished! (mostly, I still have like 3 exams to do because I missed them)
          
          So, so sorry for being inactive. I love being busy and juggling various things, usually I can write during exam periods but seeing as these are my end of year exams, they hold some relative importance, hence the dissappearance. 
          
          However, do not fret! I have a 3 day weekend, thankfully, and I aim to dedicate it ALL to writing (seeing as my doc has been collecting dust this entire time). Of course, I have no idea if I will be able to publish a chapter by Monday so the date may change or, unfortunately, it may be another week of waiting (I know, I know, I'm horrible at keeping schedules). 
          
          Now, I have around 3 weeks until summer break. Which means.... 3 WEEKS UNTIL I FULLY DEDICATE MYSELF TO THIS PAGE (she says as if she doesn't get distracted by everything and anything). BUT I PROMISE THIS TIME. YOU'LL HAVE TO HOLD ME AGAINST MY WORD.
          
          Anyway, random little things. I have maybe dabbled a bit too far into the land of other fandoms that I have forgotten my roots... but I plan to resurface and start my ATEEZ fanfiction reading journey once again (need recs tho). Uhh... what else? OH. This goddamn UK heatwave is actually diabolical. Most schools closed due to the heat, and yet, mine was still open... love my principal omg. 
          
          It is currently 00:30AM... I should be asleep but I am currently binging the Spider-Man franchise and eating cookies. Peak lifestyle choices! 
          
          Anyway, have a good night and remember: stay healthy, stay hydrated especially in this heat, eat well, rest well, and ensure that you keep cool. OVERHEATING IS NOT ADVISED! Oh, and wear sunscreen! (I feel like a mother with these reminders, oml) 
          
          Love y'all! ♡
          
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Al_kicksthatdrum

@lvckyATZ I recommend "Heartstrings" (+sequel: "Melifecence") by ttalgittalgi (it has a prequel too but ig it was left unfinished :')
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lvckyATZ

@HorrorVixen13 You're in for a treat then 
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lvckyATZ

Hey y'all! 
          
          UPDATES: We most likely won't get a chapter on Monday, seeing as I have exams these next two weeks and a total of 600+ words, but I promise to work hard and try to get this out by next weekend! 
          
          Also, it was my birthday yesterday! A year older, not a year wiser. WOOHOO!
          
          Uhh.. what else was I going to say? I have no idea.
          
          'Ghost X Soap' is consuming my entire being, so expect a CoD-inspired fic in, like, 2029 or something lmao. UHHHHHH... OH.
          
          To make up for this week's missing chapter, I have recently indulged in poetry.  So, you can see where this is going, I have written my first ever poem (Inspired by Ethel Cain). Now, it is rough, so bear with me (first time doing this). 
          
          Uhh.. ENJOY! (?)
          
          Consumed by You (Inspired by ‘Strangers’ - Ethel Cain)
          
          "What is love if not the shackles forged for a bleeding heart,
          The containment of a precious vessel,
          The blood that stains your hands.
          
          If love is that of a ravenous beast, 
          I hope it consumes my being whole,
          Until the feast is finished,
          And my bones lie beside your feet,
          I’ll be left to question:
          
          Was it love?
          
          If love is a wound that never closes,
          Let every scar spell your name,
          Until I no longer remember my own,
          And I am left to question:
          
          Was it love?
          
          If love is my blood upon your tongue,
           Sink your teeth into my flesh and beg for more,
          Relish the flavour,
          Wear its stain so proudly,
          Allow no river to rinse you of this sin,
          So that long after I’m gone,
          You still carry proof I was here,
          And still I wonder:
          
          Was it love?
          
          If love is all of these things,
          Maybe it wasn’t love that I desired,
          Maybe it was you."
          
          
          AYYYYYY... ANYWAY, REMEMBER TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES AND BE GENTLE, YOU'RE TRYING YOUR BEST AND THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS! STAY HEALTHY! <33
          
          LOVE YOU ALL! <3
          
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Al_kicksthatdrum

@lvckyATZ MY JAW DISLOACTED WTFF. First off, HAPPIEST BIRTHDAYYY I hope u continue reaching for ur biggest achievements and stay the amazing, blessed and absolutely talented soul that u are! There's no rush for the chapters, u can take ur time but oml the poem actually struck like a bullet. I swear u have intense potential to be a professional writer it's like in ur veinssuh. Tysm for the updates I truly cherish u and ur existence. Lyyy!
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lvckyATZ

Thank you guys so much for 1k on 'Lights Out'!! It means the world to me! ♡
          
          (This is NOT copy & pasted, I'm functioning on hope & dreams right now, hush lmao)
          
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Mark_ara99

@lvckyATZ For nothing angel <333
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lvckyATZ

@YunhooLover15 Thank youu!! I love you more and hope you continue to enjoy my work! MWAHH <333
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lvckyATZ

@Mark_ara99 Thank you, sweetheart! <3
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lvckyATZ

Thank you guys so much for 1k reads on 'Candycanes & Cigarettes'!! It means the world to me to see people enjoying my writing. 
          
          I love you all so so much and I am forever grateful for all the support you send my way! I hope y'all continue to enjoy my works! ♡♡♡
          
          Remember to stay hydrated, rest well, eat well, and listen to your body! Be gentle with yourself, it is your first time living so it is okay to feel lost/behind! I am here with y'all every step of the way, and I hope you are there for me too! 
          
          ♡♡♡
          
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Al_kicksthatdrum

@lvckyATZ OMG R U SERIOUS ILYSMMM so excited ♡♡♡
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lvckyATZ

@advicefromaquillpen I'M PROUD OF YOU TOO, SUNSHINE! <333
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lvckyATZ

@kicking_that_drum Thank you so much, darling!! It means a lot to me to see you enjoying my work! <33 (I'll work on the epi when it comes to Christmas time, I promise!)
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lvckyATZ

Hey y'all!! 
          
          SO...
          
          I am not the one for schedules, as you know. However, I was thinking rather deeply today and MAYBE I may indulge in the so called 'routine'. 
          
          So, every two weeks on a Monday, I'll post a chapter. 
          
          HOWEVER
          
          Do NOT hold me to this. I am a spontaneous writer, and will have good writing days and really poor ones. This will be a general base I will try to follow, but of course, things may happen and I may be slow to post. 
          
          I will try to keep within the frame, but please understand if I simply cannot. I write in my free time, this is nothing more than a hobby.
          
          I will keep y'all updated! ♡
          
          Love, Lucky ♡
          
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YunhooLover15

AAHH that sounds so exciting!!! but please remember to take care of yourself and to put your well being first ㅠㅠ. writing should never ever evvveeerr feel like a responsibilit or a chore, you're not forced to do it if you're simply not feeling it, we will always understand and support you no matter what!  ( ꜆⌯' '⌯)꜆♡ love you and your work sssm!!!! take caree ♡
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lvckyATZ

@advicefromaquillpen I was doing it anyway when plsting the original, until the whole MH shabang so I think it'll be nice to try and get some routine back! Besides, it isn't set in stone so I can stray from it if I need more time!
            
            Thank you bby ♡♡
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lvckyATZ

After just a little over a month, lvckyATZ returns!!
          
          HEHEHEHEHTT....
          
          Lights Out re-write is out now! I hope you enjoy this journey as much as I will, and stick around to unveil all that MATZ have to hide.
          
          GOD, I'M SO EXCITED TO BE BACK ♡
          
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lvckyATZ

@YunhooLover15 AYYYY, THE WAR IS INDEED FINALLY OVER!!! I'm doing great, thank you sweetheart ♡♡
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YunhooLover15

@ lvckyATZ  YEYSYEYDEYEYYEYS WAR IS OVER  I hope you're doing better!!! 
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lvckyATZ

@advicefromaquillpen I MISSED YOU MOREEEE (we literally text everday lmaoo)
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