How much pain and what is the test to still love the same person? The small love that was there in silence seems to thin out as the years go by, but it will grow deeper in the depths of my heart. As if I will never fall in love with anyone else but you, the love that thrilled me once and the love that accepted you will never come again. My love, though small, is too big and too lonely to carry for a lifetime. If it was possible, I would be the stupid girl who loved you in the past, hug the book you gave me, and run to class in a flutter. I want to love you just one more time without thinking.